rukio

idk who needs to hear this but that post won't grow legs and walk off nor is it a restaurant that needs you to call ahead. You can just reply when you have an actual response instead of reserving a spot.

ur so quirky 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sSAA_KmuC5E
Counting days, counting days
Since my friend up and got lost on me
And every breath that I've been taking
Since you left feels like a waste on me
I've been holding on to hope
That you'll come back when you can find some peace
'Cause every word that I've heard spoken
Since you left feels like a hollow street
I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind
'Cause every day, it's getting colder
And if only I could hold you
You'd keep my head from going under
And I'm tired of being so exhausted
Your words I'm lost in
Even though I'm nothing to you now
And if only I could hold you
You'd keep my head from going under

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7LZaQFcn0G0

My heart and soul were never mine to own
What you care to die for?
We all die alone, we all die young
Shake it out and light a cigarette
Miss me when you, you wish you weren't right
Shake me all out if I'm wrong, for you, for you
Shake it all out when I'm gone, for you
Is the Devil so bad if he cries in his sleep, while the earth turns?
And his kids learned to say, "**** you, they don't love you"
Does the Devil get scared and she cries
In her dreams, where the earth turns?
And she cries 'cause she's nothin' like you, is she like you?
Holes riddled in your head, little bit of lead
Shake it out and line a silhouette
Miss me when you, you wish you weren't kind of glad
Shake me all out when I'm gone, I, for you
Is the Devil so bad if he cries in his dreams, while the earth turns?
And she cries 'cause she's nothin' like you, is she like you?
And If the Devil gets scared when she dies in her dreams, where the Earth burns
And I cry 'cause I'm just like you, is she like you?
Am I like you?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pr94oABz4zs

Purpose is everything
A hopeless romantic sings
Give me my chemicals
I've fallen in love with one
'Cause it never does me wrong
Except when it's gone
Why don't you wake me up from this wasted life
Hindsight is everything
In the darkness that morning brings
The shadows from sunlight
The contrast is deafening
Am I alone?!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hlZNhWpuyuQ

Losing my voice telling myself it's all in my head
I'm losing friends
I'm losing sleep
Not sure what it means
The bags under my eyes seem to be getting darker every morning
I listen when the devil speaks
But I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
I'm losing hope in motivation
I quit holding my breath
I'm losing days telling myself it's okay
I'm dreaming of crushed knees,
And, what if my feet leave the pavement?
But I can't do it
And I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
And I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
And I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
And I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
And I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
And it scares me to death

https://youtu.be/PG_QbsPpYGw

“There are others, others that hold onto an emotion, a drive, loss, revenge, or love. Those, they never go away.”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1nP3XB7hrFo

My whole life waiting for the right time
To tell you how I feel
I know I try to tell you that I need you
Here I was without you
I feel so lost, but what can I do?
'Cause I know this love seems real
But I don't know how to feel
We said goodbye in the pouring rain
And I broke down as you walked away
Stay, stay
'Cause all my life, I felt this way
But I could never find the words to say
Stay, stay
Alright, everything is alright
Since you came back
And before you
I had nowhere to run to
And nothing to hold on to
I came so close to giving it up
And I wonder if you know
How it felt to try to let you go?
Please change your mind
And say you're mine
Don't leave tonight
Stay
Don't goodbye in the pouring rain
'Cause I'd break down if you walk away

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3BwzP1laWkQ

Hey, I fixed my application. Just wanted to let you know. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QwiyV6UF1FA
I have never felt like this
You and I were meant to be
This don't go away
I'll go to my grave about this
Cause you had me believing till our final days
And right now I wanna die
When you put me in the ground go deep
If you aren't in my life
Let me lay down in the earth and sleep
Sleep it all away
My feet won't carry me no more
My mind don't see reason to go on like this
I have a heart built for war
But I have never fought no ******* war like this
Cry it all away

And if he asks some day
Tell him I didn't mean this
Tell him just what the truth is
Tell him that I was stupid
Sleep it all away

@SerFinnick who tf unbanned you. Gross.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lo3lxS-6joY

✞

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X1XhabUawmU

I am lost in a rainbow
Now our rainbow is gone
Overcast by your shadow
As our worlds move on
In this shirt, I can be you
To be near you for a while
I awake in the night
There's a pain, it does ripple
Through my frame, makes me lame
There's a thorn in my side
It's the shame, it's the pride
Of you and me, ever changing
Moving on now, moving fast
And this touch must be wanted
Must become through your ask
But I don't want them to tell you
That I love you, it never rests
And I've wept everyday now
For a month, for a month
Our names, there together
Must've fallen like a seed
To the depths of the soil
Buried deep in the ground
On the wind, I want to hear you
Call my name, held the sounds
I am lost, I am lost
In a rainbow
Now our rainbow is gone
I am lost in a rainbow
Now our rainbow is gone
I am lost, I am lost
I am lost, I am lost
I am lost

Oh my god ur a mod again. Time to simp ! ! !

Enable ur follows *****

Who r u 

Get rid of this weird cringe rank **** and stars 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCQ6uf0HTGw

Made a promise to myself, a promise I should stick to
Talkin' to myself, I said I promised I would quit you
I've been tryna let go but it's powerful, it grips you
First you think you got control until I see you, can't resist you
Know I got my issues, some I won't admit to
No-one's got the answers, everybody wanted to fix me
Got this Magic 8-Ball, but I ain't got no crystal
It don't take a psychic or a scientist to know that
Then why the f- the minute I see you, I always go back?
The definition of insanity is... yeah, I know that
I had a hundred chances to move on, I always...
I always blow that, yeah
I can't seem to find out what's the issue
Hear our song on youtube and then I miss you
Yeah, I said I was finished f- ing wit' you
I said I hate the ******* way I always...
I hate the way, the way I always miss you (miss you)
Yeah, I know I'm crazy but you're sick too
Even after everything we been through
Thought I was the one with all the issues
And every time you leave, it's too long
And every time you leave, it's all wrong
I hate the way, the way I always miss you (yeah)
(I hate the way, the way I always miss you) ayy, yeah (yeah-yeah)
Lie to myself every time I say that I'm done with you
Every day without you passes slower than one wit' you
Two days pass, it's feelin' like a week, this **** is stressful
I swear, all these helpin' hands ain't even helpful
Wishing I was closer to you, wish you wasn't distant
Wishing I was wit' you, still wish this **** was different
Wishing we could travel back in time and we could switch it
All this pain, wishin' it was something that could fix it
Medicate myself, different substances, I mix it
Set my limits, try to draw the line and then he sips it
Never lied, I give you my word and then you abused it
Still can't seem to find out what's the issue
Hate the way they talkin' when I think of you too, yeah
They don't know about the **** we've been through
I said I hate the ******* way I always...
I hate the way, the way I always miss you

M'amour, m'amour
what do I love and
where are you?
That I lost my center
fighting the world
The Dreams clash
and are shattered-
and that I tried to make a paradiso
terrestre.

I have tried to write Paradise
Do not move
Let the wind speak
that is paradise
Let the Gods forgive what I
have made
Let those I love try to forgive
what I have made.

Ezra Pound

https://youtu.be/wVyggTKDcOE

And I still hold his hand in mine

Can a blue tag monkey remove some of my old warnings like mirtok promised would happen? Cheers! 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrZOi2ATlx8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCQ6uf0HTGw

I hate the way, the way I always miss you
Yeah, I know I'm crazy but you're sick too
And every time I leave, it's too long
Made a promise to myself, a promise I should stick to
Talkin' to myself, I said I promised I would quit you
I've been tryna let go but it's powerful, it grips you
First you think you got control until I see you, can't resist you
Know I got my issues, some I won't admit to
Just don't fall in Courtney Love
And don't go Cobain with no pistol
It don't take a psychic or a scientist to know that
Then why the f- the minute I see you, I always go back?
The definition of insanity is... yeah, I know that
Yeah, I said I was finished f- ing wit' you
Lie to myself every time I say that I'm done with you
Every day without you passes slower than one wit' you
Two days pass, it's feelin' like a week, this **** is stressful
Wishing I was closer to you, wish you wasn't distant
Wishing I was wit' you, still wish this **** was different
Wishing we could travel back in time and we could switch it
All this pain, wishin' it was something that could fix it
Medicate myself, different substances, I mix it
Still can't seem to find out what's the issue
And every time I leave, it's too long
And every time I leave, it's all wrong
I hate the way, the way I always miss you

WARDEN