Proddy 2415 Share Posted April 14, 2014 When I first joined Lord of the Craft, I was a serious and determined role-player and I'm sure many who knew back in 2013 can back me up on this statement. Very unexperienced, mind, but I was still eager to improve and get better. I still look back on those first few weeks as a newb as some of the best and enjoyable times I've had on the server, because everything was new and complex to me and it felt really awesome to get into the community and hop into this cool little world where you can be whatever you wanted to be, wherever you wanted to be. As of late, however, things have shifted onwards greatly. I've been struggling with a load of things IRL recently, things which I'm uncomfortable to speak of because it's my personal life and I don't want to be known as one of those people who go crying to the internet when they've had a bad day. I've always tried to hide my problems, and my best way of doing that as LoTC. It sort of just became an escape for me, and it soon got to the point where I was thinking more about IC happenings than OOC necessities. Eventually, I befriended a certain group of peoples (not going to call out names here, that **** ain't cool) and they sort of changed my outlook of the server as a whole (not blaming them for my trolly attitude, by the way. This is all me). The server was still an escape for me, sure, but I began to take it more as a joke and a laugh then what it really is; a place where people can come to practice theatre and drama to their hearts content. I took on a very trolly persona, and it's only now looking back a bit and reflecting on this fine, sunny Monday afternoon that I realise how much I've ruined people RP and immersion to the server. So, consider this thread a legitimate apology to all those I've came off as spiteful and selfish to, and an end to forum, TS and server shenanigans. 4.0 is coming up soon, so I figured since it's a new map, doesn't some deserve a clean slate? 5 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Draeris 3124 Share Posted April 14, 2014 I felt quite offended when I invite you to Festina I hear later how you talk bullshit about it behind my back.. But I ain't the person who would hold grudges and hate you for that. You are forgiven, I always believed you had the maturity in you. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Demotheus 651 Share Posted April 14, 2014 I thought this was going to be a leaving post. Glad to see you're staying. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Proddy 2415 Author Share Posted April 14, 2014 I felt quite offended when I invite you to Festina I hear later how you talk bullshit about it behind my back.. But I ain't the person who would hold grudges and hate you for that. You are forgiven, I always believed you had the maturity in you. Glad you mentioned that, because I'm really sorry on that note also. I have nothing against either you or your nation/county/barony/whateveritis, it was just the 'in-thing' at the time to hate on Festina, lol. You're a smart and intellectual dude, you've proved that to me already. Keep doing what you do man Everyone deserves a second chance. +1 Talos praise your leniency +1 I thought this was going to be a leaving post. Glad to see you're staying. Nooooope, not going nowhere yet :) 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Major Dom 1297 Share Posted April 14, 2014 nothing wrong with havin a giggle m8 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Proddy 2415 Author Share Posted April 14, 2014 nothing wrong with havin a giggle m8 glorious wisdom from the king of trolls Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eddywilson2 2117 Share Posted April 15, 2014 You are probably going to hell But I forgive you Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Samson Option 9652 Share Posted April 15, 2014 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Proddy 2415 Author Share Posted April 15, 2014 You are probably going to hell But I forgive you at least its not jew hell Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rhia 936 Share Posted July 7, 2014 Moved to the Great Library. It shall be sorted into appropriate category shortly. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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