rukio

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YkLjqFpBh84

Didn't I do it for you?
Why don’t I do it for you?
Why won't you do it for me
When all I do is for you?
And I just want to feel you're there
And I don’t want to have to move on
I try, but I get overwhelmed
Now you're gone, I have no one to tell
And I just want to feel you're there
All wrapped in cellophane, the feelings that we had
And didn't I do it for you?
Why don't I do it for you?
Why won't you come back to me
When all I did was for you?
And didn't I do it for you?
Why won’t I do it for you?
And I just want to feel you here
And I miss our love
You're gone, I have no one to tell
They waited
They watched
They hated
They divided 
And I,
I was not enough

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c17xydS2vgU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHrwoGhtJMQ

Based and rat pilled

https://i.imgur.com/khPaQiN.png

I FOUND THE MEME

Gif is me irl when people still think that pacts = wars.

Rubern PTSD "Nooo you can't just have a NAP, that's an act of aggression! ESPECIALLY WITH THE HALFLINGS" 

Vague posting on status updates is peak

I know its a roleplay server but like can we stop enabling people who pretend to be 2+ people OOC by way of having old posts hidden/two separate forum accounts/etc? 

The first few days of being demoted/removed/quitting staff are always the hardest. It becomes strange to not have the duties you tended to so diligently. We've had our fair share of poor encounters but I know you also did try to do your best in many regards for the server. May this be an easy process/transition for you.

I know this isn't the place to ask, however, can we get a way to craft vanilla swords or something (maybe make them unusable) for people who want RP weaponry/the RP that goes into making that stuff? Or is there a plan to make black ferrum, aurum, and other common RP weaponry types more easily available for non-pvpers?

I'm willing to help paste builds if anyone needs (not gather materials though) for the next week (if you have a litematica file). Message me on discord if your group needs help:

Yung Pup#9205

Make sure to put tanlines on your skins to prove you were on the temp map! 

Let the anti-[redacted] say [redacted] 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48FIcOFTAq0

Where you been most my life? The **** have you been hidin' at?
Think about the moment I decided I loved you
And it's too late, I can't undo
I feel like you're the one, there's only one you
I down a glass of water, crush a pill in it, uh
This life is crazy, they say, "Deal with it"
I been in my head and I'm still in it
So dark, you probably could develop film in it
Uh, and that means pitch black
The best joy I ever had, I can't forget that
If I went a day without you, then I'd hate that
I lost my mind when I lost you, I didn't want that
If you choose to go open up this door
I hope you find all the things you're searchin' for
Ayy, we both left broken and bruised
Now I just feel displaced and used
But don't get **** confused
Mixed up from all the drugs we both use
You left me for dead
Runnin' back the last words that you said
Old texts left on read
I still can't get you outta my head
You don't wanna talk, it's gettin' me down
I try to sleep it off, but I'm still comin' down
Lingerin' pain is comin' back around
**** the bullshit, I just want you right now
Um, okay, great
So let's move on from that
We gotta play it one more time

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TKO79UETXqI

They are nothing but hater, haters. Clout chasers.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JlexdduRRY0

I remind them of a cigarette
I burn up slowly and then go out like that
I make it harder for friends to breathe
I make their heads hurt 
So why don't I leave them alone
Or say I was wrong
But I don't wanna hide
I need the tears inside to dry
I want more than just to try and exist
Jekyll and Hyde
Well it's not easy for me to be
Somebody different somebody else but me
But I'm the actor the extraordinaire
I make it look like I'm not the crazy one here
Are they willing to forgive?
Am I willing to take ownership?
'Cause I am so willing to just die
We're only given one chance to live

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bdeZ9Rbn6JM

The cops roll up the sirens ring in his ears
He gets to the front can't see through all of these tears
It's 4:45 in the morning resorting to secondhand reporting
With the authorities he's in the minority
Not thinking I'm the waste of time
This is not a crime, it's the end of a bitter climb
I haven't heard from him in years
But they say the barrel is primed
Think about my friends (what friends?), think about my family (they hate me)
Think about all the things crumbling around me
Don't go into the dark there is nothing there
Completed my story arc now come on don't you dare
Stop me from this
Pop goes the firecracker
Societal body snatchers
No sun no light, blurry vision losing sight
I cry out your name as they wrap my broken mangled frame
Was it all a dream? They've never heard me scream like that
With teeth they swallowed me
Through my bones they hollowed me
You think there's nothing wrong with me
But still through my bones they hollowed me out
Through my memories they haunt me there
With teeth they hollowed me out
Give me your hand
I'm cold and broken
I'll lie to you, I'll be fine

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_Ft0DeHnxk

I'm not a person
Just a blood computer
Reflecting my taste with learned behavior
I'm just a vessel in a sea of actors
Escape the noose replace it with my anger
Hoping that'll make me less of an impostor
But I'm just another chemical motor
Built from the ones who caused my mechanical failure
If they say that I am faking my depression but nobody wants to care
Why's it still there?
It's a nightmare
And if I said I wasn't lying to save myself from dying they'd still be there
Only to compare
I've made my peace with my broken pieces and I'll pay in blood
If that's what you want
Hollow out my bones if it gets a reaction
If I can't hide the bruises swallowing up my actions?
The pain is a stem that will only grow
It may never show until the heartbeat plateaus
Because everyone's the same
Everyone's the same
Only listening when called by name
Because everyone's the same
Everyone's the same
Hearing only when there's something to gain
Can I tell you a feeling?
Can a thought be compared?
I am nothing in the eyes of my creator
 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2EPd4aP1zuA

I wake up every mornin' with my head up in a daze
I'm not sure if I should say this, ****, I'll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm goin' through a phase
I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
I battle with depression, but the question still remains
Is this borderline personality stressin' or am I suppressin' rage?
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm goin' through a phase
Yeah, it's not a fuckin' phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay
Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit everyday
And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
I'm about to break down, searchin' for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
Break down, fallin' into love now with falling apart
I think I'm goin' nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace
I'm in a race against myself I try to keep a steady pace
How the **** will I escape if I never close my case?
Oh my God, I keep on stressin', every second that I waste
Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
But my therapist will tell me that I'm goin' through a stage
Yeah, it's not a ******* stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay
Motherfucker, now you got my attention
I need to change a couple things 'cause somethin' is missin'
And what if I were to lie, tell you everything is fine?
Every single ******* day I get closer to the grave
I am terrified, I fell asleep at my desk again
Pushed my friends away just to feel again
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
I'm about to break down, searchin' for a way out (way out)
Break down, fallin' into love now with falling apart

No, mod team, I DONT understand why you warn people for anti-pedo posting. Someone explain, please.

Imagine wanting to be a shitty cat instead of a chad rat

Thank you

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oalaO2o5YF8

Been a long road to follow,
Been there and gone tomorrow,
Without saying goodbye to yesterday
Are the memories I hold still valid?
Or have the tears deluded them?
Is somebody there beyond these heavy aching feet?
Still the road keeps on telling me to go on...
Something is pulling me
I feel the gravity of it all 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjTJe8yOMfE

*****, I fuckin' love when I see that body drop
*****, I'll throw down 'till my line go flat
I've been tryin' to get my damn life on track
*****, I fuckin' love when I see that body drop
I've been cuttin' ties with my friends from the past
I don't give a **** about no former friend
I don't give a **** about no ewhore
I don't really feel much emotion
I don't really see no commotion
I cannot associate, please stay away
*****, you don't know a thing about me
Fakes don't **** with me, they **** with who **** with me
Don't **** with who **** with me
But trust me, that's something I think we've begun to see
Don't **** with who **** with me, **** with who **** with me