Fëanor had been in the midst of a meeting when the news arrived. Sulcelia did not need to speak, but he knew that pain. He had seen it in the faces of his family before, and saw the /Fang/ gripped taut in her unsteady hand. He knew in his heart what this meant. So he wrapped Sulcelia in his arms and held her against the world, a bulwark. It was difficult to be that strong, for it meant there was no one but silence to hold you in your hour.
So he held her until her world went quiet. It would be hours, days before the fox delivered its message.
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It was always in an unkindness by his father's doing, that he was introduced to his sisters. Sonna especially, the red-haired and green-eyed daughter of the woods. Her hair was wildfire, and the hair red, like a fox's he did note.
Sonna had been kind, but nervous, haunted by the shadow cast upon her by others. The world expected everything from her, and yet her face was often in pain, anxious for the expectations. The village was young then, alongside the coast of Aegrothond, where the Elves dwelt i n unsteady harmony. With time she would become one of the Triumvirate, and upon her neck would lay one of those fabled Jewels of Irrinor.
Where Fëanor was as the sky and the light casting rays and shade, his sister Idril was like the sea, and his sister Sonna like the land. He cherished those differences in his heart, and wondered what it would have been like, had he taken those final steps, and become of the green like they.
He was a young and foolish prince then, but he spared a kindness for his sister, where the rest of their family could not. So he crafted those matching necklaces, so that Sonna and he would always be together, and she would always bear a semblance of that royal dignity she ought have been due.
The greatest gift he had ever given was a pair of foxes, an older red fox, and a paler arctic fox cub. The elf had no comprehension just why he brought them home, but he must have been thinking of his sister. He gifted them to her in the wood with a sunlit smile, their faces warm in the mid-day.
He would never know that those foxes helped her in her attunement vision, nor would he.
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With the dissolution of Elvenesse, the council beneath him, the separation of the Vale into what would become Nevaehlen and again other successors through the years, he would meet his sister again in Apotheosis, and again in the latter years of Aevos, under a pseudonym.
Again, and again arrived the pain of separation, and yet he had to marvel at his sister's family, its many branches. He would know them by their fox-red hair, the green and grey of their eyes... for which, when Sonna asked, he never had an answer why her eyes differed.
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His shoulders, broad to carry those burdens, had recently been lifted of grief by a god. Now, it felt as though a new wave was reaching the shores of his temperament and resolve, yet as rage and sorrow did rise, he remembered the younger fox in his arms, the Templar and the many living who would need him still.
"Strong the heart that burns, terrible its weight of love.. She was fire and land, the breadth which spaneth 'tween sky and sea-"
It had taken him too long to realize. Sonna was the land, the shore and the horizon between the sky and the sea, between him and Idril. Of course her eyes were green; they could only be silver-grey like ash and death.
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Fëanor cradled the letter in his hand. The brightest lights oft cast the deepest shadows.
"Someday together, we'll shine."