rukio
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwZ7duewhng
I know, I know you're getting better
Godspeed my love, I'll try to understand
but I'm a mess here now
Why'd you leave and
It's been about a month
And I am eating badly
Still don't sleep
But I keep meaning to
Obviously my wounds are open to see
But don't take them seriously
I'll be fine
And you're more than alright -
"I'm really not understandin' all this that fancy poetry, y'know?" Sarah would huff to Cristena as she pulls down the missives in Savoy. "Real sick an' tired o'the sissy business." She'd grumble, brow wrinkled from her frustration. "Reaaal sick an' tired." She'd repeat herself, tossing them in the fireplace of the church.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wsy_-Ym2vi4
If I'ma shoot, I shoot to kill
Do what I want to do at willThat **** just don't even matter to him
Took me a minute to comprehend
**** that I needed, I had within
Used to place all of my trust in them
I'm never doin' that **** againThey get ahead of they self, if you let 'em
They get to reachin', that **** is pathetic
They couldn't walk in my shoes if I let 'em -
"I'm gettin' real sick of these spooks an' their preference fer talkin' in poetry. Shut up an' speak like a normal human y'sissy boy." Grumbles Sarah as she is told of the missive, not understanding all of the words used.
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And this guy I once knew, I would spend all day with him
Pretending he saved me from the cruelty of the world
Though the world wasn't cruel at all
And a teacher took me aside
He said, "You're only a girl, you're too young to really love him
And whеn you grow up, you'll find
There'll be hundrеds more just like him"
But I said, "Teacher, you don't understand"
The heartbreaks and the romances will come
But adolescent love is a violent one -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmTr-gMjgus
You really shouldn't let me hold you
If you wanna just pretend
You gotta make your kiss a little colder
If it's ever gonna end
Lay your head upon my shoulder if you just need a friend
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o7i212owDDI
Calm down, I'm okay, it's only heartbreak
Don't scheme, just mourn
I let you sleep warm
It's only love
It's not like I'm missing part of me
It's only love
It's heartbreak and I'm in recovery
Your eyes are better than my favorite song
I'm addicted and I’m possessive
This is no ordinary love
Calm down, breathe in
I feel like I'm dying
I miss you, come home
It's only love
It's not like he's bleeding out of me
It's only love
I'm not dying, I'm in recovery
But I won't get better
I'm not letting go
I will be right here where you left me
Losing my home again
A life without my friend
Who I depend on, oh-oh
(he's everything to me)
The best I had, the worst mistake
I'm all fucked up and I'm not okay
Even my therapist said, "To hell with this!"
I'm not healing
I'm dying, write me off
I'm stuttering, I'm high on drugs
Loser, lonely
It's only love (Only love)
These cuts won't bleed out on me
It's only love (Only love)
I'm not dying, but I'm in recovery
I won't get better, I'm not moving on
I'm the same way now that you left me
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When will we acknowledge that (some of) the main issues on lotc are top down, such as most of the admins having to be yes-men to the full admins or risk removal which just means its the same problematic circlejerk we've had for years....
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=40c27PaC-Ow
Oh, I'm so sick of laying here
So sick of counting tearsOh, I'm so sick of waiting here
So frustrated
My suspicions are you're laying there and thinking of me too
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That plot will never happen or work because someone will metagame it and execute Rebecca and her friends for some dumb reason- as well as the fact most future rulers/their wives/children are planned out in a significant advance, in human nations, at least. The OOC level of planning on this server is very zzz. I miss the days of logging on and doing dumb **** and goofing off instead of having to look at who, how, and why everyone is schizoposting.
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NooooOOOOOoooo you can't just roleplay your character in a way that might harm mine even if it makes roleplay sense, my pixel doll IS me, its all I have, and you're a bad friend and a shitty person and a ***** nooooooo.
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You'll never beat Muffins writing her post "On Toxicity and Kindness" about me though wwolf...
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"Sa'vi vheanta." Says the renowned blonde, butchering the translation. Dark eyes squint, wondering if she'd said it right. "Ah well." She'd say after a while, youthful features gazing over the missive. "How the tables...s-s-sa'viiiii." She'd grumble, perhaps a bit drunk.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WseLeZSPgSY
And I heard last night from some mutual friends
You're a little bit too broken to go through this again
And I know they're right
But this is now and that was then
I love you too much to lose you again -
"Funny how none of you were willing to rise up and fight the Azdrazi when I called for a crusade and named countless more people than you have here." Says Aobh aloud to no one, irritated as she cooks dinner within the estate in Elysium. "But what else could I expect from the person who claimed we had no unity when confronted in HIS realm? Another slight." She'd sigh, rubbing her eyes tiredly, perhaps fed up with the majority of her brothers-in-arms and their shenanigans. "I suppose I've a letter to pen...what a disaster."
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I hate purple but Isaac hates it so I'm +1ing
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCQ6uf0HTGw
Yeah
I hate the way, the way I always miss you
Yeah, I know I'm crazy but you're sick too
Even after everything we been through
Thought I was the one with all the issues
And every time you leave, it's too long
And every time you leave, it's all wrong (you know)
I hate the way, the way I always miss you (ayy)
(I hate the way, the way I always miss you) yeah
Made a promise to myself, a promise I should stick to
Talkin' to myself, I said I promised I would quit you
I've been tryna let go but it's powerful, it grips you
First you think you got control until I see you, can't resist you
Know I got my issues, some I won't admit to
No-one's got the answers, everybody wants to fix you
Got this Magic 8-Ball, but I ain't got no crystal
Just don't fall in Courtney Love
And don't go Cobain with no pistol (no pistol)
It don't take a psychic or a scientist to know that
Then why the f- the minute I see you, I always go back?
The definition of insanity is... yeah, I know that
I had a hundred chances to move on, I always...
I always blow that, yeah
I can't seem to find out what's the issue
See you add me on steam and then I miss you
Yeah, I said I was finished f- ing wit' you
I said I hate the ******* way I always...
I hate the way, the way I always miss you (miss you)
Yeah, I know I'm crazy but you're sick too
Even after everything we been through
Thought I was the one with all the issues
And every time you leave, it's too long
And every time you leave, it's all wrong
I hate the way, the way I always miss you (yeah)
(I hate the way, the way I always miss you) ayy, yeah (yeah-yeah)
Lie to myself every time I say that I'm done with you
Every day without you passes slower than one wit' you
Two days pass, it's feelin' like a week, this **** is stressful
I swear, all these helpin' hands ain't even helpful
Wishing I was closer to you, wish you wasn't distant
Wishing I was wit' you, still wish this **** was different
Wishing we could travel back in time and we could switch it
All this pain, wishin' it was something that could fix it
Medicate myself, different substances, I mix it
Set my limits, try to draw the line and then he sniffs it
Never lied, I give you my word and then you twist it
Fight on Christmas eve I think my friend...
Think my friend ruined it, yeah
Still can't seem to find out what's the issue
Hate the way they talkin' when I'm with my friends too, yeah
They don't know about the **** we've been through
I said I hate the ******* way I always...
I hate the way, the way I always miss you (miss you)
Yeah, I know I'm crazy but you're sick too
Even after everything we been through
Thought I was the one with all the issues
And every time I leave, it's too long
And every time I leave, it's all wrong
I hate the way, the way I always miss you
(I hate the way, the way I always miss you)
I hate the way, the way I always miss you
I hate the way, the way I always miss you
I hate the way, the way I always miss you
I hate the way, the way I always miss you -
Aobh Aldin, upon reading the clear bias against Paladins, cannot help but have a moment akin to: - "What?" She'd say, concealed visage squinting as the letter was read aloud to her. "Did he just- huh?" "Ti." Responds her beloved friend who read the letter for her. "Do you think he realizes that ghosts are souls who are damning themselves to a miserable eternity, fearful of the peace the afterlife brings? That it is a mercy to send them to the other side?" She'd sigh. "Do you think he's ever actually spoken...to...a paladin...?" "Doesn't seem so, ne." Came her friend's response. At that, Aobh Aldin pulled her blindfold down, silver-grey eyes wide in surprise and, perhaps, disdain. Jaw slack from surprise, she'd run her fingers through her hair for several moments in silent contemplation. On and on this went, almost comically so, nearly uncomfortably so, before she finally spoke again, nose scrunched as she pulled the blindfold back up. "How stupid are these valah?"
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"Isn't this the idiot that went and caused issues in Savoy, requiring rescue?" Muses Aobh as she reads about four sentences and tosses her copy of the missive into a fireplace. With a shake of her head, her hand idly tapped at a seafoam green hilt, traced along embossed words on the estoc's edge. "They don't make them like they used to." She'd say to no one in particular, about no topic in particular, for she was naught but a weapon for Xan's purpose these days.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NfH9Y3NEUG4
I wish I had cheated
Then I wouldn't be questioning your reasons for leaving
Wish you gave me a reason
Wish I was abusive like the one before
Said you were done with all that
Then went and ghosted
Now probably in her arms instead
Is there something
That I could've said to make things right?
Something I could've did to try and change your mind
Something I could've said to keep things good
Then I wouldn't be here wondering if I should
If I should've cheated
I wish I had cheated
Wish that I tore you down
Made you feel so defeated
That you had no choice and left town
Wish I left you broken
Left you feeling alone
Hurt your self-esteem
Made you feel so low
That you had a reason to go
Is there something
That I could've said to make things right?
Something I could've did to try and change your mind
Something I could've said to keep things good
Then I wouldn't be here wondering if I should
If I should've cheated
If that's what you want somebody that hurts you
Someone you already know will desert you
Guess you get what you're asking for
If that's what you want somebody that makes you
Fear for your life there's no way I can save you
Guess you get what your asking for
That I could've said to make things right
Something I could've did to try and change your mind
Something I could've said to keep things good
Then I wouldn't be here wondering if I should
If I should've cheated -
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4s4kctCrWnw
For all those nights I felt like nothing at all I couldn't close my eyes, I couldn't wake you up For all of the nights, I felt it slipping away Couldn't stop my heart, nothing left to say And you can feel the weight come crashing, crashing down And I remember the summer that we met The winter that you left, and everything between The years have since gone by, I hope you're doing fine For all those nights I couldn't stop my mind I couldn't turn it off I fell so far behind I got lost in the lines, haunted in my head Driving through the night, never even slept And I can feel the flame fading, fading out And I remember the summer that we met The winter that you left, and everything between The years have since gone by, I hope you're doing fine
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no me
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