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Minecraft Name rukio13 Discord ID hyena#5248 Timezone Central What staff team are you applying for? World Okay now that I have enough of the app to make the link to this banter look legitimate (hopefully)... Hello, I am a depressed doomer. Just give me creative and schematics to paste in if you don't want to kill the server while world editing it in. I have nothing better to do, an incredible work ethic, and I'm too stupid and apathetic to abuse creative. Cheers. 😏 Edit: As further proof of my stupidity I did not in fact make the text long enough to look legit when linking it. How sad. What a bad bante.r Kill me
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwGu3c1-wgw
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging
Held up so high on such a breakable thread (breakable thread)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted (that I wanted)
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but you walked away
All of the memories so close to me just fade away
All this time you were pretending
All the things you hide from me
All the **** that you do (all the **** that you do)
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted (that I wanted)
All this time you were pretending
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2mYyBYx8JA
Here comes goodbye
Here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And he was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye
I can hear him say I care about you like it was yesterday
And they can see it written on my face that I had never felt this way
Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and I'm left alone
All alone, but here comes goodbye
Here comes the last time
Here comes the last of every sleepless night
The last of every tear I've ever cried
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
Here comes the end -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wwiab_FQHCg
Hands shake, quiet and cold
So defiant and bold
Can't forget what we were
These walls wreaked, rattled and thin
What you felt in your skin
I think I feel it, too
And hands like skeleton bones
Body sinking like stones
Your abandonment dragging me down
And memories that I find
Shivers down my spine
Never to be unfound
Do you feel it now?
In tears and in the rust
Lovers loathing and lust
There is no one to blame
And hands like skeleton bones
Feel me sinking like stones
Feel I'm feeling the same, oh
Isolation
Revelation
All along
Complicated
Orchestrated
And now it's wrong
And now it is gone
Do you feel it now?
And what is left of me?
Yeah, what is left of me? -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STn1I3XIr6c
The day you turned your back on me
I swear I lost everything
The beauty of life
Faded from my sights
Qualities that made me who I used to be
Where are they now?
I've spent so long with my head in the clouds
Can you see the pain in my eyes?
I hold out for you every night
Just to see your face
Just to feel your embrace
And I wonder why you never said goodnight
I've spent so many nights
Trying to find where I went wrong
Did I make the mistake
Of trying to be someone
I only tried to make you happy
But in the end I was the let down
I'm not asking for your forgiveness
I just want to die -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugwgqOxut1Y
I'd drown my beliefs
To have your babies
I'll do nothing but weep
And wash your swollen feet
Just don't leave
Don't leave
I'm not living
I'm just killing time
My tiny hands
Your sad broken eyes
Just don't leave
Don't leave
And true love waits
In haunted attics
And true love lives
On lollipops and crisps
Just don't leave
Don't leave -
Cursed
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vve2AQ0PrhI
I'm at a war with myself
Stuck between loving you and hating me
You know it's true
The cap twists off again
Here we go again
Another night alone
Waiting by the phone
Please come home
Come home
Follow through
Swear to God, I'll find a way to kill me
Your mistakes cast you away with all the love I gave you
Swear to God, you've already broken me
Are you bored with yourself?
Drunk
You know I'm wounded
The cap twists off again
(****)
Here we go again
Another night alone
Waiting by the phone
Don't come home
Come home
When you chose to abandon me
And tore apart a friend that loved you
I made a promise that I'd let you go
In due time maybe you can forgive me
I just want to forget you
Swear to God, I just want this pain to end
(I just want to sleep forever)
Someone save me
(I just want to forget the things you said)
Someone stop me
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idk who needs to hear this but that post won't grow legs and walk off nor is it a restaurant that needs you to call ahead. You can just reply when you have an actual response instead of reserving a spot.
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"Strange." Remarks Aobh with some neutral expression. Her off-white bandaged visage looks up from the chancery, to the ceiling. Who knew what the future would hold, after all?
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sSAA_KmuC5E
Counting days, counting days
Since my friend up and got lost on me
And every breath that I've been taking
Since you left feels like a waste on me
I've been holding on to hope
That you'll come back when you can find some peace
'Cause every word that I've heard spoken
Since you left feels like a hollow street
I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind
'Cause every day, it's getting colder
And if only I could hold you
You'd keep my head from going under
And I'm tired of being so exhausted
Your words I'm lost in
Even though I'm nothing to you now
And if only I could hold you
You'd keep my head from going under -
Information Bounty - Missing Person - Meredith
rukio replied to Suicidium's topic in Queendom Of Vikela
Aobh Aldin simply awaits an update from her dear friend, Eugeo, or apprentice, Aylin. Elysium was her home now and had been for some time. Those who would harm the citizens of such had earned her ire just as much as the darkspawn she was sworn to fight. -
Even if you ban birds I am still going to use birds when I wish to send letters to my friends about meeting up etc irp. 🍾
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Though it was likely she would never hear of Aleksey's fate there was a certain shift, a tinge of remorse to Aobh's soul as the geist was ripped from the mortal realm. Lit candle in hand, she remained steadfastly knelt within the temple of Xan, old memories swirling treacherously through her heart and mind. It was true, as a Paladin she had some obligation to demanifest ghosts, to give them that small mercy. Yet... Yet. There were those that made hypocrites of her, who she could not enforce her own preaching upon. So many ghosts she had cut down without a second thought, so many dark spawn she had never held empathy for. Yet... Yet. There had always been exceptions: Samuel, the first person she had loved. Veil, who had tried countless times to kill her but in a twisted way felt akin to a friend. Aleksey, who she had met all those years ago in the Haense church, who had called her weak, who she had come to a draw with. "Where've you been Addie? I missed you." That dogged affection, bound by friendship, the compassion she felt for the geist who had suffered so horrifically in life, reunited in the sewers of Haense some six years after she had faked her death. That accursed coin with the imagery of the Hound on it, an object she still carried with her. Yet still, all must die, even the immortal aengudaemons and those others incapable of aging, geists included. The Inferi war had proven that. Sam's slow fading from the mortal realm had forced her to accept it. As that explosion stemmed from the voidal tear, something deep within Aobh's soul stirred. Whereas the rest who had known Hound seemed to believe he was simply missing and would return, deep down she knew she would never see her long time friend again. "Did you find peace in the end, llir?" She whispered to the candle, off-white bandages which bound her visage now dampened from the tears that formed. Grief, and then a small smile. "Of course you did. You had already found it. You had finally realized your purpose the last time we spoke."
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7LZaQFcn0G0
My heart and soul were never mine to own
What you care to die for?
We all die alone, we all die young
Shake it out and light a cigarette
Miss me when you, you wish you weren't right
Shake me all out if I'm wrong, for you, for you
Shake it all out when I'm gone, for you
Is the Devil so bad if he cries in his sleep, while the earth turns?
And his kids learned to say, "**** you, they don't love you"
Does the Devil get scared and she cries
In her dreams, where the earth turns?
And she cries 'cause she's nothin' like you, is she like you?
Holes riddled in your head, little bit of lead
Shake it out and line a silhouette
Miss me when you, you wish you weren't kind of glad
Shake me all out when I'm gone, I, for you
Is the Devil so bad if he cries in his dreams, while the earth turns?
And she cries 'cause she's nothin' like you, is she like you?
And If the Devil gets scared when she dies in her dreams, where the Earth burns
And I cry 'cause I'm just like you, is she like you?
Am I like you?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pr94oABz4zs
Purpose is everything
A hopeless romantic sings
Give me my chemicals
I've fallen in love with one
'Cause it never does me wrong
Except when it's gone
Why don't you wake me up from this wasted life
Hindsight is everything
In the darkness that morning brings
The shadows from sunlight
The contrast is deafening
Am I alone?! -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hlZNhWpuyuQ
Losing my voice telling myself it's all in my head
I'm losing friends
I'm losing sleep
Not sure what it means
The bags under my eyes seem to be getting darker every morning
I listen when the devil speaks
But I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
I'm losing hope in motivation
I quit holding my breath
I'm losing days telling myself it's okay
I'm dreaming of crushed knees,
And, what if my feet leave the pavement?
But I can't do it
And I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
And I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
And I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
And I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
And I can't afford to love
I'm afraid if I give too much, you'll leave
Everyone does
And it scares me to death -
"Four hundred years but two hundred years ago they were still clipping our ears and three hundred years ago we were still being massacred..." Mused Lily, quietly, as she read over the dialect explanation, some bitterness to her expression as she recalls the horrors her family endured.
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News of Matilda's passing would reach Aobh after a while. The Warden of Xan grew solemn for a few days thereafter, reflecting on the brave woman she had known to be so spirited, so fierce, so...alive. Yet, just as she had done with every death that came before, eventually she rose from her brooding melancholy, signed the lorraine, and looked up, to the sky overhead, though her eyes were concealed by off-white fabric. "And now you get to rest, llir. Rest...and await those who linger after you to join you in your afterlife. May your legacy live on for generations, in some form or another." The blonde elfess spoke these words aloud to the wind before retreating to her room within the manor. There, the haunting shapes of two skulls were set upon a table, sunken holes where eyes had once been stared vacantly at her. Hastily, to herself, she would add a quiet: "And may your family find it easier to let go of you than I did mine..."
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Based. Stop letting people do this lmfao
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“There are others, others that hold onto an emotion, a drive, loss, revenge, or love. Those, they never go away.”
