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Everything posted by rukio
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QLPlhV5y9YQ
I used to be depressed, then it got worse than that
Used to be suicidal, it got worse than that
Homicidal, it got worse than that
I gave these blood suckers that shirt off my back and they betrayed me
(Still) I walk the Earth like I'm the only son
(Still) I walk around like I'm the chosen one
I hope you burn, you broke my heart, I'll never forgive you
Watch my family making meth at age four
They had his body on ice then at Sunday
Bodies hit the ground when they still running
You ever seen a mens legs blown out from under him
When I saw that kid set on fire, I knew we was in hell
How the hell they want the boogieman, that gutter ****
How could I possibly care if I entertain you *****
If I'm a role model, you don't want this role
You don't wanna be born [?] to blow
You want everything you love to call you a joke
You wanna live with pain all in your throat from the rope
Tired of people saying this **** made me who I am
I don't care bout who I am, I hate who I am
But what hurts me is the ones I love
But what hurts is knowing they'll never love me like I do them
I cry when I see pictures of the old crew
I die inside when I realize it's no crew
Anybody with my blood is a ******* zombie
I was a child I couldn't even trust my ******* mommy
My cousin not even a teen, he tried to take his life
I fall asleep on my knees, begging God at night
I sometimes do a ******* drug, when it's time to feel pain
I show up, I'm the first in line every time
I'm the first to ride with no one behind me
I'm the last to call home, I handle **** on my own
I thought this was a couch, it's a prison
I used to be depressed, then it got worse than that
Used to be suicidal, it got worse than that
Homicidal, it got worse than that
I gave these blood suckers shirt off my back and they betrayed me
I hope you burn, you broke my heart, I'll never forgive you
I hope you, you broke my, I'll never forgive you
I used to be, I used to be... -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SvJvMVVWPmE
Oh please don't let me sleep
I'll only dream of your face
Of your face
And come here, I'll let you in
We can pretend its 2012 we're in
Like I'm still me
And come now, please string me along
I just need something to keep me from
Pulling the trigger
And this distance won't comfort me for long
Don't be strong, give in
Come be more than a song
Don't be long, don't be long
Don't be long
Home always felt like a trap
I'm not myself without your love
Without your love
And you'll be a seat belt for me
And I'll be an airbag, darling
Just wait and see, just wait and see
And believe, my love
Come back, you've got blood on your skin
Don't leave, my love
Come here, give me time to let you in
Believe, my love
Come here, its my blood on your skin
Don't leave, my love
Come here, just let me forgive you again -
And It seems as though
I'm on my own
And time transcends, oh!
And it seems I speak
Like waters leak
And I'm losing friends, oh!
And there'll be coins on my eyes
There'll be coins on my eyes
To pay Charon
Before I let you near my heart
And I don't feel well
Oh, couldn't you tell,
From the way I touch my face?
My thoughts are low
And I cannot grow
In this small space, oh!
But there'll be coins on my eyes
There'll be coins on my eyes
To pay Charon,
Before I let you near my heart
And I ain't no,
And I ain't no,
And I ain't no Hercules
I ain't no Hercules
No I ain't no Hercules
I ain't no Hercules -
Now my thoughts they spin me 'round
Now my thoughts they let me down
Now my dreams they spin me 'round
Now my dreams they let me down
My love it spun me 'round
Now my love it's let me down
And how my thought they spin me around
Now my thoughts they let me down
And then there's you
Then there's you
And there was you
And then there wasn't you
No one knows the tune well
I've written it all myself if you can tell
With a melody that climbs and falls
Then rises and falls
With you
Without you
How my days they spin me 'round
Now today it sets me down
And how my days they spin me 'round
Now today it sets me down
Without youhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mBN-0azz3X4
Dust, not feathers
I'm shaking on the floor, but I want to fly
Hoping that it will get better, yeah
The television teases paradise
Words taste bitter
Frozen every time I see a pair of eyes
Momma, can I sleep forever?
Wake me when the birds light up the sky
Now I'm flying and everything feels so free
Take me higher, take me
Now I'm flying
Be free
Heartbreak, can you change the weather?
Show me how the raindrops turn to life
With these broken wings... -
[Spoken]
Yo hey, man, it's me
I heard some ****'s been going down with that guy
I'm really sorry to hear that, dude, that sucks
But hey, look, if you're not doing anything tonight
We're all going to play some video games
Start some ******* trouble, ****, I don't know
Should be a good time, man
Maybe help you forget about your situation
I don't know, well hit me back if you wanna come out
Peace, brother[Verse 1]
I'm home staring at the wall while he's spiraling down
He's drunk and he's sad and he's ghosting everyone
He ignores all his friends and he plays like hе don't even miss us
But now hе's ******* mad 'cause he knows that somebody confronted her[Pre-Chorus]
Something must've gave me away[Chorus]
Yeah, if I want to fight, let me fight
Let me kick some ******* ass into the ground
Saying, "Hallelujah"
Taking ******* shots on the rocks
With the rockers and the freaks
That sells us the coke and ketamine
Shallow loser
Salvation is so far away, yeah
If I want to fight, let me fight
Let me paint some ******* face all over the town
Saying, "Hallelujah"
[Verse 2]
But she's guilty and it's starting to show
The truth is the girl told me everything I needed to know
She's wearing a collar and ears
She was down, she was ready to go
Anybody would've done something so natural, oh[Pre-Chorus]
How the hell'd she do this again?[Chorus]
Yeah, if I want to fight, let me fight
Let me kick her ******* ass into the ground
Saying, "Hallelujah"
Take my ******* shot
Give it everything I've got
Because the people wanna see it, baby
She's just a *****
Salvation is so far away
Yeah, if I want to fight, let me
Get it, I'm just saying I'm not in the wrong for once
Hallelujah (Yeah)
Hallelujah (Oh-oh-oh)
Hallelujah[Bridge]
And she's wrong 'cause she flirts with everyone a lot, and I
I wanna slap her, but I think I'd better not
'Cause I shoulda ******* run
But he mattered more than the sun
And every day she's ******* with me
Take this ******* halo from me
[Spoken]
Yo, it's me, man
Next time I see you
You're ******* dead![Chorus]
Yeah, if I want to fight, let me fight
Let me break her ******* nose until she's barely breathing
Hallelujah
Take my ******* shot
Give it everything I've got
Because you're such a lying *****
Shallow loser
Salvation is so far away
Yeah, if I want to fight, let me fight
Let me paint her ******* face all over the town
Saying, "Hallelujah"[Outro]
I want to fight, yeah, uh
I want to fight, yeah, uh-uh
I want to fight, yeah, uh
I want to fight -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FkOQH4PM9_c
There's a look on your face I would like to knock out
See the sin in your grin and the shape of your mouth
All I want is to see you in terrible pain
Though we won't ever meet I remember your name
Can't believe you were once just like anyone else
Then you grew and became like the Devil himself
Pray to God I think of a nice thing to say
But I don't think I can, so **** you anyway
You a scum, you a scum and I hope that you know
That the cracks in your smile are beginnin' to show
There's no light in your eyes and your brain is too slow
Bet you sleep like a child with your thumb in your mouth
I could creep up beside put a gun in your mouth
Makes me sick when I hear all the **** that you said
So much crap comin' out it must take you all day
There's a space kept in hell with your name on the seat
With a spike in the chair just to make it complete
When you look at yourself do you see what I see?
If you do why the **** are you lookin' at me?
There's a time for us all and I think yours has been
Can you please hurry up 'cause I find you obscene?
We can't wait for the day that you're never around
When that face isn't here and you rot underground
Pray to God I can think of a nice thing to say
But I don't think I can, so **** you anyway
So **** you anyway
So **** you anyway
So **** you anyway
So **** you anyway... -
https://youtu.be/jwZ7duewhng
I know the West was won this way
But God forgive the heartless way we let
It all burn down
I know, I know you're off spiraling
Godspeed my love
I'll not be bored with all
The mess here, now
I’ll allow
My heart to get over you now
Let yours take a generous bow
I’ll be fine
You'll be alright
Come and see me in the morning
I'll be in the sunrise
Hoping that it's rays don't
Burn a hole in my eyes
You know me, I worry
Could always use some pity
You and I are monsters
I'll not find another
Cannot be together
Lest we eat each other
Don't make me leave
It's been about a month
And I am eating badly
Still cry too much
But I keep meaning to stop
I hear others adore you so
And I'm still here, I hope you know
Don't talk to them about me
Obviously
My wounds are open to see
But don't take them seriously
I'll be fine
And you're more than alright
Come and meet me in the trenches
I'll be taking cover
Always been a coward
You can ask my friends
I hide inside for hours
Always had intense eyes
I think I am sick but never can be certain
Still call up my love from
Ten years ago
Don't make me go
Don't make me go outside
God knows what out there lies
I'm hoping I don't die
After you -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gxDvUsZsWDo
Make mine a pain in the neck
Here's to you, you old wreck
And mine is a thorn in the side
Drink up, so we can both finally dieAnd I'll have a bright yellow boat
With nothing to row
With nothing to rowSo make mine an ore out of luck
Here's to you, you miserable ****
And why did he finally leave?
'Cause all I think of is him
'Cause all I think of is himTo his health
Make mine a pain in the neck
Here's to you, you old wreck -
Yo lotc monkeys does anyone have the we're cookin' meme or nah