We never really spoke, but I always aspired to be a lot more like you when I was working my way up into becoming an LM. It's sad to see you go over such petty bullshit, but some of it gets to us. We've all had our days where we lost hope, and then a couple days, weeks, or months later down the line we see something that bring backs that spark. Whether or not that will happen for you is out of the question, but your contributions to this community as a whole will be missed.
It was fun knowing you, as little as we did interact among my 4 different accounts.