Ford

I was medically diagnosed with depression a few years ago after my mother died and at the peak of it, unless I was constantly stimulated I couldn't stay happy, as soon as I wasn't doing anything I felt terrible. The peak of it was me laying in bed, I had already slept through the college day, I was fighting to get up just to procrastinate and play games. At the worst of it I needed the energy to do things I found fun. However I got help and I'm doing fine, don't hold it in >:3c

Fun topic, I'll give it a go. I suppose it could be described as feeling unsafe, and lonely, like you're vulnerable and sad, you could feel completely happy one moment but then suddenly you just feel sad the next, you'll be searching for a reason why you're sad, but can't find one, and bringing up your memories only makes it worse, you'll lay in bed wanting to sob, but at the same time, you don't want anyone to see you vulnerable, then you just curl up and sleep, not wanting to get up the next morning, it can get so bad that you'll want to just ditch school, or plans, you can snap at people for what seems like the littlest things, like that one time they called you butt in 3rd grade. (Thanks Jacob Coleman -.-) but, putting on a fake smile can make you feel better, but, it's also a bad thing, because you'll be the last person people expect to be depressed, at least it makes you have a cool troubled past though, girls seem to like it. ;^)

it feels depressing.