rukio

Shame, blame
Words like these fester and I pray
For no change in seasons I hate rain
Don't let me drown in this room
Lie, cheat
Don't tell me secrets I can't keep
Your fictions are putrid and so sweet
I'll be so naive for you

If you loved me, why couldn't you find a way
If you love me, why shouldn't I beg for you to stay
Like you'd use me, oh haven't I lost my shine
How you used me, how you moved me

So go, stay
Something so moving as time waits
You'll come to your senses my blind faith
Keeps me so honest and true

If you loved me, then why couldn't I change your mind
If you loved me, then why couldn't we try a second time
You thought you knew me, but I'll never be fake like you
How you used me, how you moved me

So go, fly
Find what you've longed for your whole life
Maybe you'll come back a new lie
Or maybe you'll come back to me

I see you
I don't wanna know where you've been
I don't want to rush you, I just wanna have a life again
Start a family
Oh what about yours, my kids
If you love me, oh if you loved me
If you love me