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I understand that you are defensive because your friend made it, you have insider info on when it was supposed to be released, possibly helped test it and really love it but please try to understand why the "I can do it so you can suffer but I'll be thriving" mentality is so wrong. A plugin like this should be new player friendly but so far it hasn't been from what I've read and experienced. Now, that will probably change as it was forced onto transition map last second, but please consider not insulting people's intelligence and ability to play a roleplay server without a desire to grind before you speak down to them so much man.
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I shouldn't have to explain beyond "Show me your vortex memes", as the boomers say.
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You know what, I'm known for being a rage baby and my ability to grind so I think my opinion here is valid. If I can't figure out how the plugin works for the most basic of items without a 13 step guide on the forums then I don't think the plugin/system is very good. I get what the goal was here, but you can tell it was made by someone who was told what Nexus was but never experienced it. No offense to nickrocky, of course, it isn't his fault. I don't even think the issue is that it is like a wal-mart brand Nexus, but rather that it is so confusing without a guide holding your hand, especially for the very beginning. It also...if there's any benefit to crafting weapons/armor etc...the RPers are going to be seriously hurt and handicapped in fights worse than they were with vanilla pvp. It doesn't equalize the skill gap, it merely broadens it. Edit: Also, like, pretty much every point Flemish made I agree with. If you want to make a grinding/pvp gear system you need to get the feedback from all of the people who actually grind/pvp and put it into heavy consideration, especially if you want a labor intensive system.
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I loved the experiences and who you were as a person when I first returned in 2017. I enjoyed what roleplay we had, though I was quite all over the place. I know all too well what you endured and felt, and I remember the frustration and disinterest I had in paladin after you were disconnected. As much as some people hate or dislike you, I don't think I ever did. You were a fantastic roleplayer and OOC friend, even if your league builds are a bit helter skelter. I'm sorry we've drifted apart since my ban but I'm proud of you for not leaving the server in anger or hate. You've grown so much, even from the time I first met you. I wish you the best of luck with college and everything else you're going to go do. That is, unless, of course, you try to outrank me on league, and then I refuse to wish you luck ❤️ Take care, hopefully we at least keep in touch on discord every few months. If not though, it was nice to know you and I hope you find peace and meaning in the world.
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Announcement of a New Rurikid Registry
rukio replied to AstriaS's topic in Norlandic Clans & Families
------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Name: Alaric II Year of Birth: 1769 Clan: Edvardsson Line of Descent: Son of Alaric (cxnfuzed, not mine), son of Edvard, son of Aeyn -
Radio rukio.13 is back on air. Prepare your status update sidebars for more song lyric posts.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48FIcOFTAq0
Where you been most my life? The **** have you been hidin' at?
Think about the moment I decided I loved you
And it's too late, I can't undo
I feel like you're the one, there's only one you
I down a glass of water, crush a pill in it, uh
This life is crazy, they say, "Deal with it"
I been in my head and I'm still in it
So dark, you probably could develop film in it
Uh, and that means pitch black
The best joy I ever had, I can't forget that
If I went a day without you, then I'd hate that
I lost my mind when I lost you, I didn't want that
If you choose to go open up this door
I hope you find all the things you're searchin' for
Ayy, we both left broken and bruised
Now I just feel displaced and used
But don't get **** confused
Mixed up from all the drugs we both use
You left me for dead
Runnin' back the last words that you said
Old texts left on read
I still can't get you outta my head
You don't wanna talk, it's gettin' me down
I try to sleep it off, but I'm still comin' down
Lingerin' pain is comin' back around
**** the bullshit, I just want you right now
Um, okay, great
So let's move on from that
We gotta play it one more time -
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Needs more space elf.
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I miss the days of Tla Geo and Benbo. May the kha return to whence they came.
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Oh no. God forbid my precious minecraft character gets PK’d. Too many people trolled the eventline/wanted to spy for the inferi/make the inferi stronger to bring the end of the map without realizing it isn’t the map end event. You get what you deserve.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JlexdduRRY0
I remind them of a cigarette
I burn up slowly and then go out like that
I make it harder for friends to breathe
I make their heads hurt
So why don't I leave them alone
Or say I was wrong
But I don't wanna hide
I need the tears inside to dry
I want more than just to try and exist
Jekyll and Hyde
Well it's not easy for me to be
Somebody different somebody else but me
But I'm the actor the extraordinaire
I make it look like I'm not the crazy one here
Are they willing to forgive?
Am I willing to take ownership?
'Cause I am so willing to just die
We're only given one chance to live -
Place me you useless cuckhold
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bdeZ9Rbn6JM
The cops roll up the sirens ring in his ears
He gets to the front can't see through all of these tears
It's 4:45 in the morning resorting to secondhand reporting
With the authorities he's in the minority
Not thinking I'm the waste of time
This is not a crime, it's the end of a bitter climb
I haven't heard from him in years
But they say the barrel is primed
Think about my friends (what friends?), think about my family (they hate me)
Think about all the things crumbling around me
Don't go into the dark there is nothing there
Completed my story arc now come on don't you dare
Stop me from this
Pop goes the firecracker
Societal body snatchers
No sun no light, blurry vision losing sight
I cry out your name as they wrap my broken mangled frame
Was it all a dream? They've never heard me scream like that
With teeth they swallowed me
Through my bones they hollowed me
You think there's nothing wrong with me
But still through my bones they hollowed me out
Through my memories they haunt me there
With teeth they hollowed me out
Give me your hand
I'm cold and broken
I'll lie to you, I'll be fine -
I abhor poisons. Please god no.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_Ft0DeHnxk
I'm not a person
Edited by rukio
Just a blood computer
Reflecting my taste with learned behavior
I'm just a vessel in a sea of actors
Escape the noose replace it with my anger
Hoping that'll make me less of an impostor
But I'm just another chemical motor
Built from the ones who caused my mechanical failure
If they say that I am faking my depression but nobody wants to care
Why's it still there?
It's a nightmare
And if I said I wasn't lying to save myself from dying they'd still be there
Only to compare
I've made my peace with my broken pieces and I'll pay in blood
If that's what you want
Hollow out my bones if it gets a reaction
If I can't hide the bruises swallowing up my actions?
The pain is a stem that will only grow
It may never show until the heartbeat plateaus
Because everyone's the same
Everyone's the same
Only listening when called by name
Because everyone's the same
Everyone's the same
Hearing only when there's something to gain
Can I tell you a feeling?
Can a thought be compared?
I am nothing in the eyes of my creator
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2EPd4aP1zuA
I wake up every mornin' with my head up in a daze
I'm not sure if I should say this, ****, I'll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm goin' through a phase
I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
I battle with depression, but the question still remains
Is this borderline personality stressin' or am I suppressin' rage?
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm goin' through a phase
Yeah, it's not a fuckin' phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay
Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit everyday
And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
I'm about to break down, searchin' for a way out
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
Break down, fallin' into love now with falling apart
I think I'm goin' nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace
I'm in a race against myself I try to keep a steady pace
How the **** will I escape if I never close my case?
Oh my God, I keep on stressin', every second that I waste
Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
But my therapist will tell me that I'm goin' through a stage
Yeah, it's not a ******* stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay
Motherfucker, now you got my attention
I need to change a couple things 'cause somethin' is missin'
And what if I were to lie, tell you everything is fine?
Every single ******* day I get closer to the grave
I am terrified, I fell asleep at my desk again
Pushed my friends away just to feel again
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
I'm about to break down, searchin' for a way out (way out)
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No, mod team, I DONT understand why you warn people for anti-pedo posting. Someone explain, please.
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@devvy Well considering I wasn’t accusing anyone can I get a better response from the mod team on why my status update was hidden?
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Throwing around the word pedophile is slanderous and deconstructive, especially if you’re not accusing anyone and just making comments to spite the team. As I said, there’s continued mention of “getting rid of the pedophiles” with no reports coming in about said pedophiles. If there is a concern, take to our report system and not status updates – they will continue to be hidden for that reason. https://www.lordofthecraft.net/forums/forum/1120-private-reports/ Here is the private report thread if you have actual information pertaining to such.
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I mean, if you want to think that me saying we should take pedos out back and put a bullet through their brain instead of shelving them as something used to spite the team then I think the issue lies with the current moderation team or whoever on it thinks that being anti pedo is being spiteful to the team. That’s also not what I was warned for, nor was the word being thrown around. Thank you, though, for assuming I am slandering the team by being anti-pedo. I will bear this in mind for the future devvy.
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Imagine wanting to be a shitty cat instead of a chad rat
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