I think it's clear I'm getting nothing out of being on the tech team. Hopefully I can move onto greater places. Most likely places that involve less stress. Merry Christmas everyone!
Sorry you're feeling that way, man. A positive mindset can change all of that though, to be honest. Go in coding confident, and the outcome will be much better.
Don't let an individual or group speak ill of your coding. You are a hero to some of us, and a savior to most. You picked up the server when it was crumbling, can you not continue on any longer? Do not quit on us, even if some quit on you.