rukio

Sur l'océan couleur de fer
Pleurait un choeur immense
Et ces longs cris dont la démence
Semble percer l'enfer

Et puis la mort, et le silence
Montant comme un mur noir
...Parfois au loin se laissait voir
Un feu qui se balance

 Every scar we try to hide
I am the fake you made me
Psycho, let go
I am the one embracing
Psycho, faithful
I am the rupture breaking

I'm sorry that I let you down. :^)

The harbingers of war with their nature revealed
If I can let the memory heal
I will remember you with me on that field
You gave me a reason to try
Turn the page I need to see something new
Like rabid dogs of war

With no-one wearing their real face
It's a whiteout of emotion
And I've only got my brittle bones to break the fall
When the love in letters fade
And we're already too late if we arrive at all
And then we're caught up in the arms race
An involuntary addiction
And we're shedding every value our mothers taught
So will you please show me your real face
'Cause I only need your name to call the reasons why I fought
We were one with our destinies entwined
When I thought that I fought without a cause
You gave me the reason why

Somebody please get these ******* fangs out!
they, they told me not to be so bitter
I, I told em I dont wanna be with him
Give me a match, kerosene and his picture.
Liquor in my liver and these pills that I mixurp
Gimme a pistol, and a missile, good aim, babe, I won't miss him!
Now I gotta hear from all your friends
he, he told me that I'm better off dead
I, I told him that I'm better on meds
Then he said that he felt he was mislead
I'm too morbid, and my eyes are blood red.
How he gonna blame me, I tried to hold on?
How he gonna hate me, and try to get gone?
he don't waste anytime to move on
Every little flaw gets focused on
Told all your friends that I'm a *****
Girl with fangs and this ***** is so rabid
Now I'm thinking back why I was so passive
I should have passed it
Puff puff pass, yeah, already past him
he's so plastic, I'm so plastered
Burn it all down, baby, all to ashes!

 our god king

I know so many people but I only like you
I've got so many friends but I only like a few
And yeah, that's the truth, hey, you should know me
Might get so ******* faded and then **** all of your homies
While I'm ******* zoning, I'll fix it in the morning
I've got way too many thoughts to be thinking bout you
And you know I be loving the way that you look at me when you be gone as ****
I could give everything but I know everything isn't enough
I used to like you
 

For the future or the things to come
'Cause I'm young and in love
I'm young and in love

I would never die for you, live a lie for you
I will never cry for you, it's a little too late to
What am I to do? I hate you too
I got a bad attitude

 This world is on fire
We're restless and we're tired
Is there some place other than this
Maybe somewhere higher
I don't hear no choir
All I see are liars
It's hard to make it in a world wasted
All this hatred, I'm impatient
All these changes, different places
Lookin' sacred, got the aces (got the aces)
Lot of faces, look what we're facin'
 

This is the last song I'll be posting. Good bye lotc.

So I heard you found somebody else
And at first I thought it was a lie
I hate to think about you with somebody else
Our love has gone cold
You're intertwining your soul with somebody else
This ain't the last time that I'll see your face
I just don't believe that you have got it in you 'cause
We are just gonna keep 'doin' it' and everytime
I'm reminded that I should be getting over it

I'll always feel
No more than halfway real
Till I hear you sing once more
 

Sorry that I did this
The blood is on my hands
I stare at my reflection
I don't know who I am
I did it all for him
So I felt nothing at all
I don't know what he'd say
Would you love me more
If I left someone for you?
Would you hold my hand?
When I left someone for you
I tell him that it's me
But he doesn't recognize
Could you please let me inside?
Just let me explain
No I wouldn't tell you lies
You have to understand that
The one I killed is me
Changing what I was
For what you wanted me to be
I followed your direction
Did everything you asked
I hope that makes you happy
'Cause there's just no turning back
Would you love me more
If I killed someone for you?
'Cause I killed someone for you, yeah

Heaven's not enough
If when you get there...
You've thought of all there is
"there", most everything is nothin'
"where" you see the things you only wanna see
I'd fly away
To say words I resist
To sigh
To breathe... forget
If when I'm there I don't remember you
Didn't know the pain
Of leaving yesterday really far behind;
In another life
In another dream
By a different name
Gave it all away
For a memory
And a quiet life...
But I know the pain
And if I could cry
And if I could live what truth I did then take me there...

That's how I'm living my life, 
Waking up crying, I can't sleep at night
Anxiety eats me I'm so ******* fried
Cuttin my wrist, drugs got me lit
When I'm alone I rely on the blade, ayy
Missing my guy he so cool, ayy
We fell in love back in school, ayy
That's how I'm living my life, ayy

 @Norland