Sky 0 Share Posted April 17, 2015 When I joined the server back in September 2012, I only just graduated from High School. I cannot think of a day since then where I didn't spend my free time on the server or the forums.. And now that I think of it, this is a very terrible trait to have, as many of you already know. It sucks up your life away and you forget what is reality, but yet I kept on overlooking such things because all I ever wanted to do was to help people, moreover just help all of you guys, the community. I remember in the past I had a very long conversation with Telanir that, as a regular player, I had the ambition to become an Administrator. We then bantered a little but look at me now. I became an admin, something I thought would never happen due to me having less hope than anticipated and then later spoke with Telanir once more, recently actually. It was good to speak with him again and have my memory jogged of the conversation we’ve had in the past, it made me remember a LOT. Now as to why am I stepping down. A large part of me doesn't want to, I wanted to do better than what I was suppose to do and prove to myself that I didn't waste everyone's time as an Administrator, but now I have to slap myself awake back into reality of how current things are with myself. I am sick and tired of purposely lying to myself that my good intentions will shine through that of hate and distaste that has befallen upon me, professional and personal. I truly wanted to be an admin that people would be proud to have, not someone that is constantly being plotted over. Granted, it has only been but a month of being admin, but the uphill battle for power will never stop. It's not about me giving up and tossing in the towel but more of me accepting that the staff team either doesn't need me or want me for that matter. A hard pill to swallow indeed, but a pill that must be swallowed correctly. The hardest part of this all is that I truly feel like I’m letting you all down, the community. I wanted to help everyone, every single one of you and my ambition was set upon just that. But the thing is I’m just sick of the discontent and horribly disgusted by the things people do to try and gain a shred of power over a video game. This is something you should be doing in your real life when you have a job, so that your pay increase will rise further and further, not something on a videogame my dearest friends. Anywho, I'm not going to throw anyone under the bus of what I’ve just said, and I'm not going to tell you how to fix the server. And of course, I'm not going to lie simply so you feel better. I will be taking a long hard thoughted break after this is posted, but I will return except however, I will never run for staff again (Unless I truly feel that I could assist in making the server better). Catch you on the flip friendos. P.S. Feel free to add me on Skype ;) [Xiryks] 21 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reckless Banzai Screamer 15456 Share Posted April 17, 2015 I love you Sky :( You were one of the reasons I came back. Seeing you and Readicti as Admins made me legit happy. But you do what you gotta do. Good luck, G. 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gunner 775 Share Posted April 17, 2015 Another one of the best Administrators I have ever seen steps down? I am honestly shocked at this, and at the same time saddened. You were honestly one of the best Community Managers that has ever been on the server, due to people respecting you firstly. I know it might be hard to step down, and give up your position that you were doing so well in, but in the end I suppose you did it for the best. I'd like to show my thanks for you man. I really thought you were a influential person for me, as you really showed what one individual can do to make a community happy at last. Best of luck in the future, I'm just kind of speechless at the moment with all that's happening in the community. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
leave me alone 995 Share Posted April 17, 2015 changed due to toxicity goodbye sky Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rael 935 Share Posted April 17, 2015 C'ya, Sky. 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Snake Plissken 637 Share Posted April 17, 2015 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Dennis 172 Share Posted April 17, 2015 Staff starts shitstorm with the community, pushes the only admin who cared about the community out of power Great job as always :)))) 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Imam Faiz Kharadeen 3167 Share Posted April 17, 2015 Rahmat allah alayk, sky was the greatest admin alongside frott ;-; Death to those that dareth mess with the great sky! #Time to cutt the grass 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
ski_king3 0 Share Posted April 17, 2015 Peace bud. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Readicti 902 Share Posted April 17, 2015 NO YOU CAN'T DO THIS!!! >.> I'll miss you. I hope you find happiness in wherever you go. 2 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
GodEmperorFlam 3447 Share Posted April 17, 2015 Granted, it has only been but a month of being admin, but the uphill battle for power will never stop. It's not about me giving up and tossing in the towel but more of me accepting that the staff team either doesn't need me or want me for that matter. A hard pill to swallow indeed, but a pill that must be swallowed correctly. Bruh... I'll miss you. One of the only staff members I've supported from nothing back to being an admin. And you deserved all your titles and staff positions you received. It's a ******* shame the rest of the staff doesn't seem to appreciate all the time and effort you put into this server. 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
xDK 1205 Share Posted April 17, 2015 May the force be with you.. Or something.. Bye D: Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lirinya 4021 Share Posted April 17, 2015 ................ Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stump 709 Share Posted April 17, 2015 It was nice talking with you on TS tonight, Sky. I hope you enjoyed the squeak and I'll see you another time. <3 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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