This, is me:

[MyLittleUnicorn 229]

Greetings!

I find it finally the time to actually post this out, as courage has been smashed towards my face more and more lately.
Many of you might have seen me already run around the server, forums or the discord channels - But I can't say that many of you knows - Who actually plays behind the screen?

 

I am know by many names, perhaps even too many as nicknames has gotten to me overtime, more and more. - One by one they creep towards me!

Some call me by my username: MyLittleunicorn - Some from there calls me Unicorn or Uni.

Then again my discord... Many call me Ali, many who again know me a bit more personally, goes with Em - And those who really seem to know me, dare to call me by my IRL nickname: Emmi.

In all honesty I don't mind all of these nicknames, even that In reality I have even more than those that I listed.

 

I turned 19 on may 12th, and I am from Finland. Some of  you even might know what I look like - As at times courage hits me and I put up a picture of myself as pfp on discord; Shall see when it next times strikes that I am brave enough to reveal my ugly face to you all again. But those who don't know, I have blue eyes, currently a red hair, and I  am too tall for a woman, at least here where I live. 5'7.3 (171cm) - Oh and I also have a tattoo (Seeking to get a second one, soon)

 

I am now doing my second year in IT-Support studies, in Vocational college. (Can't say that my studies are a big success)

I live on my own, with one of the most important things in my life; My dog. She is a mix-breed. She is soon 3 yrs old, and her name is Nala.

I have also dedicated my life to internet, discord & LotC. I spend good 5-12 h/day online.
I also like to watch series, from Netflix. Currently again into watching Teen Wolf.

Also, I am happily in a relationship - with a person most of you can already guess! ❤️❤️❤️ 

 

LOTC I joined around 2nd of december, 2017.

However, first interact I had with LOTC, was in september, 2016 - when I just went through some lore, never getting to the point of really applying and joining. (Can't honestly even fully remember why)

My first ever character was named Alison, or also still known around as Alison Skion. And with Alison I created a place, currently known by the name; Duchy of Riviä. 

I also have had multiple other characters.

Shira, a bandit I played for a while. Mala'Yar, a goblin that is currently shelved. Monk Ariel that I play currently, and my now current main-character; Renee Silma, a elven princess from the Dominion.

I took part in the application team in 2nd of April, and I have loved every moment of it. I have even created up one project with MadYeAd, that now became an official AT Project: The Caravan Company (Also known as The New Player Village)

And honestly, my goal in AT is to aim high, hopefully so I can sit in the spot of a manager, or higher, someday.

 

Now to me in a personal level. There are some words that I find more than great when it comes to describing how I am.

Helpful, Supportive, Shy, Emotional

 

I have found myself to try to be fair and helpful at all times, and I honestly love helping others, more than some of you can think that I do.

Was it just giving feedback of something, helping someone on building, giving comment on something, answering a question or two, helping someone with some more serious issues - They all eventually bring a smile upon my face, as I see myself being useful at least, at times in my life.

 

I am very shy as many of you may or may not have noticed. Not very much over messaging, but when it comes to discord voice calls, I barely say anything else than 'yeah' or 'no'

(Or do my awkward laughing because I'm nervous)  - Anyhow.. This is a issue I have had for ages. I earlier barely talked in real life, and now that speaking to a laptop, in foreign language. I find it something that is very hard for me to do. Still year ago I didn't even say hi or yes or no to anyone in voice call. I have seen myself improve on this overtime, and I know the road ahead is still long before I can successfully hit the finish line. So I'd ask for you all to like.. Hand up a little understanding behind this after I am to tell facts why am I like this:
I have been shy since I was 1-2 (So my mom says) - I was always hiding behind her when strangers came, I never really had the courage to play out with other kids as supposed.

At age of 10 I managed to grow my courage, I had some friends I played with and I wasn't shy at all, however.. Things changed. I was bullied for good few years, which eventually led me to a crashing point. I suffered through hard times, rolling in deep depression and life of depression pills. I was alone and lost, not seeing light in my future.

 Years passed, I tried to get over the hard times, at times things going better, at times I managed to crash down again.

After finishing up my high school I was lost a bit again, unsure what to do. And honestly, since high school, I haven't had a friend in real life, still don't. It worries many of my family in real life, but not me for some reason. I have learn to be alone from day to another (IRL. I have you awesome people URL, which might be why I don't feel the loneliness I should feel)

I also have my dog to keep me company, so I feel like I'm fine without real life friends.
Anyhow, years of being bullied and pushed down had effected me deeply, making me weak, emotional and very..Very shy.

I can't really say if its because I can't say words in English correct and then I'm afraid that someone would make fun of me or laugh at me - or if it's the accent I hate.. Or what is so hard on it for me.. But I'd kindly ask you people to like.. Give me time on this. It's not a thing I can find overnight, it takes me time and effort and I want you all to know.. I am trying, trying my hardest to find the courage daily to even say those few words I say over voice chats.

(Also coming to mention English, my typing isn't perfect either, and I apologize of it. It'd be better if I actually found the motivation and interest to put much more effort to it) ? 

 

Then coming to the part of me being emotional.

Many of you may have even seen me crash, seen me go over my emotions due to some happenings around on the server. And I deeply apologize.
I can at times show my hard shell out, but that is because I simply try to protect myself from being harmed anymore than I have already been harmed in my life.

I may also at times become a bit overprotective over my friends, which I can also apologize for.

I never mean to be harsh towards anyone, and I usually always try to solve all cases in peace and the best I can - Not always however doing so great on trying even...

Anyhow.. Apologies if you guys have seen me fall, seen me show anger or traits of being overprotective. I know I'm not flawless, I know I have my errors, I am not a perfect bot, at least yet! - And I hope you guys can accept it, at least in some level.

 

Weird facts:

-  My heart is partly metal IRL (This is 100% true fact)

-  I use a lot of emojis (Maybe too much?)

- My fridge is always empty because I hate going to store since there's always so many people! I can for this survive good 2-3 days without food even!

- I love sleeping but hate going to sleep early

- I have large music taste, I can listen to classical, pop, rap - even going to hard metal!

- Obsessed to help people that I see sad! Kills me to see someone suffer. So anyone, feel more than free to always come to talk to me, either was it something small or big. I am here for you all! ❤️

- I have no idea what to really do with life

- My goal on LOTC is also to turn Alison Skion into a feral! Shall see if this dream comes true someday

- I have never kissed a guy even! Eek!

- I love Chinese food!

- I'm scared of so many things.. Too many.. This even includes butterflies and ladybugs!

- I need a better laptop, and I have been saving for one for a good while now.

- I had so much struggles on getting to post this out.. And I feel like I missed half of the things I wanted to write out...

- I dearly hope I don't get butchered for all the grammatical errors. (:Intensive stare towards Ioannis:)

 

++ Much love to ya'll ❤️❤️❤️ Thank you for reading out this very weird introduction of me. If any of you has any questions to me or about stuff, feel more than free to comment below or shoot me up with a PM on the server or via discord: Ali#0878

 

[ElizabethAmara 109]

 

❤️❤️❤️❤️ 

[sophiaa 778]

this is cute. 

[Ada 150]

You're an absolutely wonderful person to be around with. Always cheerful, always willing to help and passionate about that kind of work you've been doing so far. 

I'm happy that I've gotten the opportunity to get to know you on LoTC. ❤️❤️

[JEEGK 1367]

nice

[ThatGuy_777 220]

Never feel shy to say something, speaking your mind is important!

I'm glad to get to know you and it's a joy to have you on the server. We've never really interacted much, but I've only seen you be friendly and supportive. Really hope we get to RP at some point. ??

[Mavromino 514]

1 hour ago, MyLittleUnicorn said:

- My goal on LOTC is also to turn Alison Skion into a feral! Shall see if this dream comes true someday

I regret reminding you those exist.

[Guest Guest]

Nice read! Always love learning about people in the community.  Sincerely hope you stick around. You're a good egg.

 

[MyLittleUnicorn 229]

Thank you everyone! ♡ 

And no regrets @Mavromino;)

[BritBritt 190]

I was tempted to use this when I read the title

[MyLittleUnicorn 229]

3 hours ago, Dewlox said:

Tiny

Too tall*

[D4NNA 284]

Ayyy, nice to meet you!

 

[Nekkore 641]

You are tall for a woman. Cause i'm the same height.

But nice to meet you.

[MyLittleUnicorn 229]

6 hours ago, Kef said:

Ayyy, nice to meet you!

 

o/

5 hours ago, Nekkore said:

You are tall for a woman. Cause i'm the same height.

But nice to meet you.

I know! D= and hello! o/

[lemontide331 1615]

lotc is full of creeps be careful