Nozgoth 2897 Popular Post Share Posted September 4, 2021 (edited) This might seem abrupt but I guess I’m known for doing erratic stuff by now. I didn’t initially plan on writing a leaving post, I thought that quietly disappearing would be much more ideal. As it turns out, I think that writing a proper post will prevent me from ever coming back. “I feel I need a holiday, a very long holiday, as I have told you before. Probably a permanent holiday: I don’t expect I shall return. In fact, I don’t mean to, and I have made all arrangements… I feel all thin, sort of stretched, if you know what I mean: like butter that has been scraped over too much bread. That can’t be right. I need a change, or something.” - Bilbo I’ve been thinking about leaving for a long time now. LOTC has become a burden and the little amount of fun I have on it is not worth all the implications of remaining on this server. The storyline I’ve been doing was meant to serve as a conclusion for me; a final piece of art before I leave - but unfortunately (and ironically) I haven’t even the willpower to properly finish it (it’s been cut short, evidently, though I made a final post for it). "It is easy to kill a man, it is difficult to kill an idea" I can’t really describe why, but I just feel like I have to leave. I’m proud of the work I’ve done on this server, the friendships I’ve created, and though I don’t like to admit it, LOTC has helped me grow a lot. It was good meeting you all and telling a story, but at some point the bad levels out with the good and it’s better just to leave. I’ll also be leaving all discord servers, but if you want to keep in touch my discord is Nozoa#5616. Don’t try to tempt me back though, please. I hope at least some people found enjoyment in my writing and my stories and characters. So long, LOTC. Edited September 5, 2021 by Nozoa 67 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
King_Kunuk 888 Share Posted September 4, 2021 Noz, you are probably one of the coolest lads I met. Though short, I enjoyed greatly the roleplay I have done with you as The Spirit. Your departure from LotC is one that took me out of left field. I am saddened to see you leave, but all must move on and I am still happy to have roleplayed with you and have been given. Good luck out there, and my fortune favor you. 4 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Epistile 856 Share Posted September 4, 2021 really gonna miss you bro keep in touch 2 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
KaiserJacobII 1048 Share Posted September 4, 2021 Although I don't really know you, I can say I will miss the esoteric Alchemy vibe. Good luck on future endeavours! 2 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
mika1278 2679 Share Posted September 4, 2021 Nozcon has been cancelled Was fun having you around 5 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Diaolos 204 Share Posted September 4, 2021 So long partner, despite not playing much with ya, but i truly enjoyed every last bit of rp i did with you, you are an amazing person, and it was truly a pleasure. have a good life habibi. farewell. 3 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Child Neglecter 2135 Share Posted September 4, 2021 **** man, wish I'd known you longer. It's been good roleplaying with you and working with you my man. CLB AOTY. 2 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reckless Banzai Screamer 11578 Share Posted September 4, 2021 It's been real gamer, good luck with whatever you do next. 4 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hephaestus 1317 Share Posted September 4, 2021 You can't ******* leave me on a cliffhanger like this, you sly bastard. In all seriousness, your rest is very much well-deserved. If I'd known you would be able to drop this forsaken server so easily, then I'd have suggested you took your break [be that, temporary or permanent] long ago. I'm going to miss you a ton, even though I am sure this won't be our last time speaking to one another. Your commitment to writing, forming meaningful narratives, and roleplaying is incredibly admirable, and I've always looked up to you. I will always remember having RPed with you gaily, when you'd played my son, just as I will remember having sulked with you about Sanguinem Artis getting denied. Try not to about forget me when you're out in the real world. So long, old friend. "You were right, brother. We made it." [Ryneus, Enderal] Good luck. 5 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Statherian 3317 Share Posted September 4, 2021 I've seen you grow from a CT I hated with a burning passion and an immature bandit pugsier to a person who cares a great deal about his writing and the rp narrative he provides. It's been an absolute pleasure having you around Noz, lotc is losing a much loved member of its community. You have my discord, and I'm always happy for a chat. Take care, enjoy your freedom 3 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Qizu 4037 Share Posted September 4, 2021 I cant say I liked this more then an oren pugsy, but nevertheless have a good one gamer <3 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheTri 379 Share Posted September 4, 2021 You’re truly a fantastic writer and an even better person and I feel like you deserve better than this shitty community. Stay safe and let your talents take you somewhere where they’ll be more appreciated. Love u man and I had a great time from the moment I met you in staff vc until now Spoiler Please don’t pugsy again 2 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jentos 6848 Share Posted September 4, 2021 You were a positive force in the leagues of alchemy. While other players turned to the simple, to what they could think, to what they could duplicate and muster by force of repetition and not creativity, you dared to dream. What was alchemy turned into magic, a true force of the occult, where you weighed questions of light and dark, void, salvation and damnation. In the end - Saevel was nothing but another soul for the grinders of the gods, but I pray now that the seeds of mystery and philosophy you planted grow on to encourage more players to do the things you have done (that being pugsying ofc). edit; while some have come to find distaste for the complicated nature of your roleplay processes and philosophies, one should reckon that it brought something very important to the community, fear. The very fact that you mention your alchemy as an esoteric fruit deepens that fear of the unknown, the palpitations for players to distrust every corner, ever shadow, in the ever expanding vistas of forbidden knowledge. The unknown is the object of so many things - one that makes man forever dream, forever wonder, it makes him insane simply by the weight of all the things he does not know. In a way, you have sought to create what I have always interpreted as true magic as should befit LOTC and its narrative. 7 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
NestroPapaya 478 Share Posted September 4, 2021 You’re ma brotha from day one. It’s been a pleasure spending time with you. I appreciated our time together on staff! We made so much memories together, I’ll never forget the monk stacks. Take care of yourself, brother. I’ll still check up on you for dinner hehe. Your brother always, Nestro. 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
NotAPan 459 Share Posted September 4, 2021 You are a chad Noz, remember that. 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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