First joining this server with Dewper, I had a lot of fun in the coming months as I got to spend more time with a very old friend who I hadn’t spoken to for a few years. We worked on so many groups together, and just really messed around. I suppose somewhere between the first few months and now the server became more than just a game and something I’ve taken too serious. Though thankful for all the beautiful people I’ve made as friends, even the few fuckers who know just how to piss me off but I still love as homies, I’m unsure if it was before I enlisted or after, but a lot of my anger just won’t let out.
I’ve allowed something so simple and stupid to become part of me and it just aint groovy, I remember being a better person and I miss being that. Recently a lie had nearly sabotaged me and my pixel friends, though it had been solved I still find myself lingering on it. Why can’t I just accept its a game? I feel like in my comparably short time on here, I’ve experienced all of the best of it and from here it’ll just grow to me becoming a more pathetic angry adult arguing with kids. All respect for myself has literally faded. Angry soldier yelling on minecraft.
To anyone I’ve ever pissed off or hurt, I’m sorry. To anyone who I’ve been friends with - Much love. I’m coming, sweet Hero Prodigy. (See you next week)