Read Me. Or don't.

[Vaasek 224]

I’m guessing the FMs will instantly ban this account again, which I’m planning on using for an appeal, but here goes nothing.

 

Hi! My name is OzYmandi, or, well, Brazilianski. “Oh no, here he goes again”, yes here I go again. Please, FMs, give this a shot before shooting this down.

So, yes, I am banned. Both in game and Forum, which in itself is the same, but it’s been a whole 3 or 4 months of that. I think. I’m not sure. And it finally knocked in my head that I’ve been really what they call me here: toxic, detrimental, trouble-maker, cringy, everything. I’ve really grown, well, at least intellectually with my psychologist and... I figured that letting some things out, especially here (which, and it may be petty to admit, was a good part of my life for some good time) would do me some good.

Firstly, I apologize. The lot of you are grown enough to not take my insults to heart, but, I have come across those who do take them to heart, and I feel like an ultimate **** rethinking and remembering the people I did in fact sadden or make their day worse. I wasn’t the best. I’m not the best. No one is. But I wasn’t actively trying to better it, which I always said I was, and... that wasn’t true. So to whoever took my insults to heart, I’m sorry.

 

Secondly... And this is a long shot... Since... I was given chances. @Riftblade gave me a chance, and I let him down. Many people have given me chances to reintegrate myself back. NanMan taking me back in the Orc community, only for me to write a flaming, toxic and targetting post towards them (which ultimately got me banned) and various other people who where cool with me (especially people like FlemishSupremacy and most of the people in Adria who made me feel... good and that I somehow still belonged to LOTC when I played Albert Brussels), so... Give me another shot. I’m a work in progress, but... I don’t know, I’m just a lonely guy, I have my problems, and LoTC was somehow something that I used to escape from my problems... to sometimes create bigger ones. But as I’ve said, I’ve grown. And while most don’t think I belong to LotC or that I shouldn’t be allowed back, I’m more than prone to change that mindset, to show how I’ve gotten better.

 

Thirdly and lastly... Well, I didn’t think of anything for a 3 things I gotta say, but I guess that if you didn’t close the tab the moment you saw the first lines and actually read through this... thanks! Really...

[Slothtastic 761]

No

[Chase 3793]

X

[jdesarno 381]

 

I’ve never personally seen this, but okay.

[Novastral 582]

Lal nub kare

[Sykogenic 1333]

:^)

 

 

[Zacho 2177]

Moved to The Great Library. It shall be sorted into the appropriate category shortly.

 

If you feel this is a mistake, please contact myself or any FM and we'll restore it.