100 Reasons to live

[Pinks 306]

1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.



For national mens mental health month

Listen we all go through tough times and if you find yourself in a situation that you feel like you are going to harm yourself please reach out, Always remember that there will always be kind and compassonate people to have your back and lend an ear

I love all of you, please take care of yourselves/
 

[UnBaed 9015]

It's been a dark year for me, on a mental field

 

Easy for many people to forget the little things surrounding them, that make life beautiful--which makes reminders as these good.

[MockingbirdArt 585]

2023 has been a year of trials and downfalls, I have been through a lot mentally and emotionally, and to be honest, there were dark days when I thought it would be easier to end it all.

I know it might seem hard but trust it's better to open up and talk, get help, and reach out, there are people willing to help you.

[TeawithFrisket 2674]

Many ups and down over my past years both irl and LOTC. 
 

loss of friends

arguments that were not necessary

lots of regrets

 

in the end, I find myself alive. Waking up, giving my 100% to my daily Irl duties or my LOTC quests for greatness. I have issues of my own, and some I cannot explain in public. To those who know you know, and sometimes to find the drive to strive is the hardest grind in all aspects of life and E-life. 

 

Some have asked, in the midst of loss, despair, and moments where I’m backed to a corner, how do I keep laughing, smiling and telling others to keep pushing foward. My anwser is I don’t tell something I cannot do or haven’t done. My father always told me

 

“Life is an action, to say life is one thing, to do it is another. Just never say and  do- death or you might find yourself in the character creation screen.”