sapphic_spidy

Mae'ralin. Infernal shaman. Mae'ralin. Infernal shaman. Dead. Castien considers his options, feeling sick to his stomach. There's only one way to find out how true this is. He doesn't know what he wants to be true.

(half elves only live for the normal human lifespan)

two week years would work better for me personally, but overall with the server the change would impact. a lot. it just sucks when i cant get on for a few days at a time and i log back in and its been so long and i have to justify irply why my character wasnt around when ive been busy with larp, job hunting, graduating university, etc. before i had a lot going on in my real life it was fine but now it's more stressful getting on lotc than ever bc of how much i miss and how much time passes. it just goes too quick and its resulted in me going from days not logging on to weeks without logging on. gah.

Something stirs in Tiffany. Grief she put off for so long. Her pa was always so important to her. She wanted nothing more than to make him proud. Her hands shake as she reads the letter over and over. He's faking. A small part of her mind screams. He's faking his death because he's smart, he's too smart to die, too smart. But she's not a child anymore, and her pa was getting old. He's gone. The cold reality settles. It's a hollowness unlike anything she's ever felt before.

where kani :(

There's a choice for a Salvan man with a very stupid name to make, then. Down an eye, down full function in a hand, down on luck. He could go down fighting. Or he could find a way to profit in the aftermath.

STOP being in florida STOP IT!

Yeah I feel this big time. Even with things for my characters to do, it's harder and harder to get online. I'm also getting busier with my real life, though, so that may be part of it. LOTC just doesn't give me that same spark anymore. I would rather wait for those 1-2 weekends a month to get really good rp and combat at larp rather than log in every day for the chance to maybe have fun. I imagine I'll really get back into things in June/July, though, because I have no larp those months and will be so bored. I enjoy LOTC in terms of friends and fun time, but it's getting harder to enjoy that fun time. Perhaps I just need a more dedicated break?? Dunno This is how I feel. Experiencing rp environments where most people do get along and just tell stories together has made LOTC less appealing

going based off of a few that i played a lot of, including the dead: kiva, tiffany, and sydney would be fine katherine would kill me. alice would bully me and then kill me. interacting with castien would make me wish someone would kill me-

Stanton was always someone who was always there. Even if Castien knew nothing about him, even if they were far from close. A comforting presence, proof that he could have time with the humans he cared for- time. Something so important, yet something he could never quite grasp. He let himself ignore changes in appearance, purposefully didn't let himself see the people around him change or grow old. But time is cruel. No one is immortal. Not even a comforting presence, one who was always there.

Castien looks at the angry, angry one year old in his care. Maybe this will finally make it smile... why doesn't this kid ever smile... is his home that poorly decorated... (it is)

thanks god

Safety once more, but for how long? Will this last? Will it remain? Castien cannot be sure. He has so much to lose.