Good luck on your next adventure, but I disagree with your post.
You weren't the unblemished victim. You goaded the other side into war.
I would suggest you were toxic in almost every interaction i've had with you.
You gave as good as you got, and no amount of white-washing will get rid of that.
Do I think less of you for that?
No.
Enjoy life, touch some grass, it's nice out there.
Cheers,
H