Darius had been in Vienne, coordinating the various patrols and constructing defences against the dastardly peasent rebellion which grew more and more in the north of the city. As he stood atop the Viennan walls to view the forest behind the city a courier boy would hurridly handed him a letter, perplexed by this he would immediately unwrap it as to read its contents, after a few moments of this he would toss the missive into the canal below as he then took to a full sprint, running off the wall and as far as he could until no soul, not a single being was in his vacinity. He now stood over an open plain which over looked the ocean, after recuperating from the crazed sprint the pent up emotions then suddenly came back to him causing him to fall onto his knees, the sorrow which he felt causing him to be unable to close his maw "I.. I tried so hard to gain your love.. for you to look at me.. mother.." He'd manage to mutter, tears welling up in his eyes as he'd begin to weep "All these years of work.. working to become a knight.. gaining favour within the nobility.. with the royalty.. it accounts for nothing if you're not here.. and even now.. Arnaud chooses to use your death to defame me.." He would then raise his head toward the sky, gritting his teeth "GOD! What is it that you wish of me..? The places I could once call home now close their doors on me, The families which I could once call my own shun me away, the kingdom which I've served since childhood now faces its destruction, the woman I loved is off to be married by my own kin, and now.. my mother. You've taken everything from me, now I ask, what do you want of me?!" His fist would hit against the ground as he constructed the list, his voice breaking upon the last query as he'd lean forward into the grass, his handsacting as the only thing between his head and the dirt "I can't hear you.."