rukio

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S94PlKnOtzM

The clock it taunts me
Still drowning in the thought
I'll never be enough
Looking at myself and thinking I don't deserve any love
I can't escape the feeling
I'm not human, it's just a subliminal act
I think I'm losing my mind
I think I saw a ghost
Staring back at me through the mirror
They're reaching through my soul
As I dissociate the feeling of feeling again
Nostalgic memories of my past haunt me at night
While nightmares of my future possess my mind
How can I feel something
When nothings felt the same?
I guess it's wishful thinking
That I could live a life
Without the torment of my demons and their knives
I'm overthinking my whole life
'Til the point I feel numb inside
But I'm still an emotional softie
Can't handle it when I cry
I get overwhelmed with emotions
Feels like I'm lost with motion
I'll live my life in la vie en noir
Dansant avec les morts