this
honor CRP is very different from event combat given the DM can literally play god and force things, no matter how outlandish, on your character for any number of reasons
but that doesn't make your disappointment any less valid. players are still deserving of fun and enjoyable RP even in an environment as controlled as an event, and even if you weren't killed, the frustration is understandable. nobody likes doing *is unconscious* RP for 6 rounds
no combat encounter you have on the server will be the same. much like any other niche of RP, it has its highs and lows. some combat is subpar if not torturous, but if you find the right players who are willing to reciprocate a narrative, it could end up being one of the most memorable encounters you have on the server
hmu if you ever want to RP, jade#7537