Goodbye For Now...

[ℤ∃ʁ∅ 823]

Listen while reading. Please.. and you will feel what me and Ramza Feel

 

 

 

As Ramza kneels to he now deceased little sister Prishe; the snow falls in Frostfall as the sun goes down, a tear is shed. As the winds pick up and the snow continues to fall, Ramza covers her with a blanket to keep the dead body warm. He says starts to think as he is digging.

 

 

"I am...so..sorry my dearest..sister...I was not there...for your finally words and moments..as I wasn't when our parents passed.." 

 

Ramza continues the digging but it decreases as he starts to whimper and mourn for her death in utter guilt.

 

 

"Prishe, let you now rest and not suffer..I'm sorry...I'm not the best brother.."

 

Ramza continues digging , more tears start to form from his eyes.

 

Hours pass, Ramza is covered in snow and dirty, he sits down next to Prishe's lifeless body, Ramza holds her body(in a snuggle fashion) and continues to cry talking to her body.

 

 

"Prishe, big brother has something to tell you..you know I left you father and mother..to find a cure of their sickness.. I'm sorry I never returned...and you had to deal with their suffering at such a young age.. I thought you were strong enough.. Again I'm so sorry..I wasn't there for their passing...I thought I could find the cure..But during my journeys I was stopped and got involved with the Lumi'drim and then fell in love.. Then time after that I felt that the killing and suffering wasn't who I was..." Holding her tighter "I never stopped thinking of you..I met new people on my journeys as well..Your Master in fighter.. or you called her your big sister Neci..She was a very lovely women.. She can kick a lot of ass..but I can tell she cared so much about you and would take care of you.. But when I heard that you around New Malinor, I had vanish.. Neci knew where i left, but she was unaware where I left.." Ramza lets out a long sigh "I met this little girl , her name was Poppy..she had so much energy and spirit..it reminded me of how you were before I left.." He chuckles "The reason I told Neci not to tell you where i went..was because I wanted you to live your life and become happy... I know you can be strong without your big brother..you beat me up sometimes when we were kids." Ramza chuckles again, as he whips some tears from his eyes. "I'm sorry, I abandoned you and everyone..I had reasons..I started a family...I had a beautiful wife and an adorable daughter..I thought one day we can all spend a day with each other..after all these years.." He sighs "But as time was against me..Sarriet had passed on..which left me in utter sorrow.. raising Rydia as she was a child alone..and still alone..leaves me with such grief.." A few tears starts to come out of his eyes once more. "You and Rydia are my world.. Now that you are gone..Rydia is all I have left..Prishe..I love you as a big brother...I want to tell you.. you had great mothers...I knew Sherria could take perfect care of you..That's why I never stepped in, I did talk to her and Carver.. and one encounter with Daniella.. Two mothers was weird for me to here but all I cared about was your safety..which I knew you were.." Ramza stands up, laying her back down. "Please rest..I will give you a proper burial."

 

 

More hours pass, the snow seems to have stopped, as Ramza continued to dig and model the graves.

 

 

 

 

Ramza looks at the graves of both his sister and deceased wife. 

 

 

Ramza lets out a sigh in relief. "Prishe..Sarriet..I know you are both looking after me and Rydia...I promise I will make my and her life worth living..and you both will be proud.." He looks up to the sun wit a smile " I'm already teaching my water magic..it is very fun..Prishe..its one of your best friends..Eren..he is going to be greater than I one day.." He looks to Sarriet "My love, our daughter might take after her father.." Ramza looks between both of the graves "You both will be very close to me and Rydia. and we will never forget." He walks to Prishe's grave with a piece of paper placing it on the grave.

 

 

 

With writing on the art of Prishe.

 

"In Loving memory, Rest in Piece You are never alone.I'm always there with you." -Love your dearest brother, Ramza

 

Ramza stands up and walks into his tavern(Frost Wolf Tavern) leaving his last words to them. "Until next time..I will become stronger for the both of you.." He held high with tears in his eyes with a smile.

 

 

 

(( Yes I PK her for all that wonders or who RP with me as her. It was such a sad scene and death. It hit me straight in the heart to be fully honest, left me,Demo and Juno in tears. The bond between friends and Roleplaying as a family stroke me to me miss my sister.. I moved away from my sister when I was only 5 to live a new life with my mother. I regret not spending time with her and I ended up losing her to the world..I  am still here as a stronger person and will not waver when the world is against me I will continue to fight a resist and submit. I played Prishe in the way how i remembered my sister. She was very loveable , we didn't look the same , As well as Ramza and Prishe didn't show the same looks. But all for shared the same thing the bond I had with my sister. While playing as a girl char for my first time in my life made me look to different points of views via ilr and Anthos. We can not take life for gratitude, we can lost someone close to us without knowing or finding out days, months or years later. Sadly this was my first Rolepay post. and it was very hard to hold back tears while typing this. I did manage to hold back a lot, because I felt like I lost my sister again. But I know she is around. That's all everyone. Lets get back to Roleplaying! Zero out!))

 

"While others may break your heart, they cannot make you live in misery. You control your emotions and, while the hurt can be overwhelming, you have the ability to move on and live to love another day."

[monkeypoacher 8055]

Diana Rydia bursts into tears.

[Shadeleaf 1021]

((

This was spectacular and perfectly dramatic. Thank you for this, and the rp that was provided from it; its the stuff like this that makes Harbingers shead a tear, and more importantly Arzotas.

 

))

[ℤ∃ʁ∅ 823]

Diana Rydia bursts into tears.

Ramza holds Rydia's right shoulder, holding back tear from her crying. "I know..We'll get through this..."

[MrJoshy 130]

((*reads the above*

*has his feels covering his desk, in the form of tears*


But joking aside; wonderful post, that hit me with the music a bit harder. Good job, and good luck with your future characters.))

[Greener 687]

Aglarond sheds a tear

[Bethykinss 158]

Caroline runs around the forest in Anthos. Somewhere deep inside of her, her heart breaks. Her mind might be ravaged but deep within her she can feel the utter terror she had put Prishe through. Deep within her mind, she stands still, filled with deep sorrow and guilt.

 

"I'm so sorry, Prishe."

 

((Very emotional and heartbreaking piece. Almost brought me to tears.))

[ℤ∃ʁ∅ 823]

 

((

This was spectacular and perfectly dramatic. Thank you for this, and the rp that was provided from it; its the stuff like this that makes Harbingers shead a tear, and more importantly Arzotas.

 

))

 

(( Took awhile with that song playing while i typed , helped me out))

[Samler 1565]

Seth does not tear up like all the others, most likely because he does not know of this event.

[Demotheus 651]

Daniella, watching from a distance in the shadows near a building, her face still and emotionless, made of stone almost. Only a few tears are shed, as that's all that she had left in her for a while now. The rest were shed earlier, when she saw Prishe die in the first place. Another piece falls away from her sanity, her face twitching and her teeth grinding together.

 

She draws in breath to scream in anger, fury, but it no sound comes out and her mouth promptly closes, her eyes suddenly turning empty. 

 

"Shhh..." She hushes...herself?

[A Spooky Witch 156]

Poppy watched Ramza from the window of the Frostwolf Tavern, her hand resting on the window. She looked down at the sill, her face lax of emotion for a time as she thought about Prishe and how they met. Her running through New Malinor with the attitude of a raging bull ready to take on the world. Poppy hung her head a little, her emotionless face drawing downward into a frown as she thought about when she discovered Prishe's more... hurtful side... Much to her surprise, Poppy's eyes started tearing up.

 

Poppy gritted her teeth and looked up, her face going blank again as she saw Ramza grieve. He was so... broken... Unlike she had ever seen him, and her heart lurched. Her chin quivered ever so slightly. She quickly composed her face as Ramza came back into the tavern and went up to his loft and stood at the window for a few moments, then, making sure no one was looking, she went outside and stood at the foot of Prishe's grave.

 

Poppy stood there for a few minutes, saying nothing, looking at nothing... Then a tear slowly ran down her face and she took a shuddering breath, letting out in a foggy cloud in the cold night air."I-... I loved you like a sister... Like a sis' I didn't get to have... Then.. all that happened... Why'd Prisha have to ruin everything!?" Poppy let out a choking sob and she rubbed her face furiously. "D-don't leave me and Eren and Ramza... Ramza needs you!"

 

Poppy slowly sat on her knees in the snow in front of the grave, her shoulders shaking as she cried. "I...  I love you and... I miss you... I'm sorry big sis...."

 

 

 

"I forgive you..."

[Jistuma 1996]

Rosso watches from afar at the man digging the grave for his sister. A man he really didn't know much, and that actually didn't like due to abandoning his family without telling them. Also because he tried to kill his sister not long ago after years apart. So in the end the man's feelings he didn't care for, he could grab a knife and kill himse- Na, Rosso would probably save him if he tried suicide. What he was doing there though, was checking Prishe's last stay. He didn't know how she died, her body had no injuries. Poison came to his mind, but that would just bring other questions... Why? Only one of her mothers was with her body, the other probably somewhere else, maybe not even knowing. Saying she died peacefully, a drug ir poison was again in his mind. Would Carver really be capable of such? To kill her own daughter? Or did she simply found her dying? She would have to ask her later, thought, her sadness was real, but perhaps it was Sherria's. A second child lost to her. So many questions...

 

He sighs as the grave is finished, watching still from afar, remembering the girl. At the end she ended up even calling him dad. Sweet child, unless for the double mind and the trying to kill him part. He tried to help her but it seems their times were not together. She was always with her mother, he could not really find time to teach her. In the end, he never really got to know her that well, regret and relief in that, didn't take enough time to get to know and help the girl, and didn't get to know her so doesn't feel as bad losing her, as he would if he did.

 

He nods his head at the scene, he'll place a flower in the grave another day.

[Space 2335]

Aeran Whisperblade pins a note to a random tree somewhere.

 

"Draw a thumbs up if you cried."

[Demotheus 651]

Aeran Whisperblade pins a note to a random tree somewhere.

 

"Draw a thumbs up if you cried."

A hooded woman stares at the note, twitching, her emotionless face contorting in a rare sign of emotion : irritation. 

 

She brutally murders a squirrel, for no specific reason, and then writes in blood all over the note.

 

"If I find you, I hang you by your b"

 

However, she wrote to large and cannot fit the rest of the message. She shrugs slightly, wiping her hands off and moving on.

[Arkelos 1027]

A figure adorned in white with hair going past her neck slowly strides past, she would stop. Naeri looking to the graves as she mumbles, "Another life taken from this world.. young too.." she looks to the marker, reading Prishe's name as she quietly sheds a few tears for a woman that called her teacher, and drifted apart from her due to Naeri's duties. She takes out a few candles, kneeling down in absolute silence as she whispers to herself, giving the woman her last rites.

 

"Oh merciful creator in your arms lay a child of Malin, bless her soul and see that no harm cross her way into the hereafter. Though it may be late for her to expunge her regrets, do forgive her as time was too short. Bless this miracle upon the realm and let no man take her from her slumber."

 

She pauses, lighting the solid white candle as she continues on

 

"Malin, today one of your own has found its final resting place, cradle her in your embrace no matter where you are now. She was a bright individual with unlimited talent. Shine a light upon her family and ease their burden. Father of the Elves, I ask for you to to bare witness to the end of your kin, Prishe."

 

She pauses once more, putting a green candle on the opposite side as she takes out a light and thin board of wood, engraving upon it, "As long as your name lives on, you shall never truly die. Rest well." She stands, wandering a ways away for a moment before taking a rose to lay upon the grave, letting it hang from the engraved wood placed upon the stone. She slowly rises, collecting her things as the candles would continue to burn. Until the wax ran out, and extinguish itself.

 

"Rest well."  she repeats, the message being carried upon the winds, Naeri returning home once more.