It was a cold night, colder than any Caspian d'Arkent had experienced in the past few years. He had heard talk of the battle that the Mali'fenn had endured a year or so before. Curious, the still young man made his way north, yet all was not as it seemed. He was caught off guard by a blisteringly cold, horrible blizzard, the snow covering the road within minutes and causing him to lose his way. Off the road, hundreds of meters beyond where he had planned to be was no good, especially not for someone who's in the midst of a blizzard and who's experience with the cold was next to null. A quick cold he caught, very quick indeed as he tried to keep himself warm beneath a sheepskin bedroll. The wool did not help him though, not in those temperatures.
A day or so had past when the storm had finally subsided. The night was not favourable to him as the degrees dipped lower than they would have been during the day. He knew he had to turn back, he had so much to do, so much to yet live for. His daughter, Elaine, to be married in a Saint's Week. He stood, trying his darnedest to make it home and thankfully he did. Through the frost, the numbness, the pain in his extremities, he did make it home to Providence. It was, ironically enough, providence that he had believed allowed him to return home.
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Caspian sat in the front row as the Cardinal Providentia uttered the prayers that would wed his daughter with her soon-to-be husband. The vows were made and they were soon bound together. He smiled, coughing every so often as his family gazed at him with some concern. "I'm fine." He mumbled quietly, waving a hand dismissively, though he knew otherwise. He had struggled to breath these last few days and he could feel himself slowly withering away, becoming a shell of what he once was. He could no longer bear a blade at his side, and any who knew him well knew that him without a sword in it's sheath was not himself. He was a martial man, someone who thrived in combat. "Are you okay?" He knew that voice well. "Fret not, I'm fine. It isn't like my days on this realm are limited." He joked- but he knew he wasn't joking. Illness was not something to joke about. With that he answered little and returned home, trying to get some rest.. perhaps he could fight it off.
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A few days had passed and it only grew worse. Try as he may there was nothing he could do to remedy the infection. His breathing grew raspy and the cough more prominent. He knew there was no recovering from this. He recalled a lot of his history, what he had accomplished in his lifetime.. and he was satisfied with what he had. He knew his Grandfather, Peter, would be proud of him. He had numerous accolades under his belt, a Knight of the Order of the Lion, a bearer of the Sword of the Imperator, holder of a War Eagle. He was indeed proud with himself..
Though, admittedly, there were things he wished he had done better in. He wasn't a family man, he was often cold, blunt, short-sighted. He didn't think enough of those around him and there were times where he followed orders to a tee, despite what his conscience had said of it. He wasn't perfect, but Caspian thought that there was no such thing. You could do your best to be good, but there were times where you wouldn't be. He sighed as he laid in his bed, before slowly drifting back to sleep.
That night he slept soundly. Something he hadn't done in some time. On the 14th of Owyn's Flame, in the year 1842, Caspian d'Arkent passed. His mind was at ease as he did, happy with what he had accomplished in his short time in the world, happy with his children, Elaine, Kathrina, Daniel... his wife, Anna. His twin sister, Maisie, his brother, Peter.. his nephews and nieces. He was content with what he had gotten to cherish before he joined his ancestors in the Seven Skies. His conscience was at rest, sometimes living was harder than dying, yet finally, after years of experiencing naught but violence and war, death and despair. He thought of Peter, his grandfather, he thought of his mother, his father, how he'd not done his best to see them- though his father wasn't great at it either. Yet he cherished the moments he had with them. He thought this all throughout a quick time, a flashback of all he had done during his short life.. but at the end, there was nothing but darkness.. and Caspian d'Arkent was at peace.