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Original PK post https://on.soundcloud.com/IsaSB6x07RoKAWDycU Found within her lost casket by the NGS, these entries belong to the Novellen Empress Anne I. While most of the journal had weathered away, what remains was written in the last year before her passing. 12th of Owyn’s Flame, 1799 My diagnosis exhausts me. The physicians continue to visit, and always when I am simply trying to work. They warn the cancer will spread, but what is left to do? Cleave away at chunks of me? I would prefer to remain wholly intact, thank you. I will not insult the men who blew themselves to bits diving in front of exploding cannons to save me by consenting to such irksome surgical tactics. Snow has fallen upon our city of Providence. I am glad that this kind of snow - once every fifty years, falls on this continent too. While Providence is no Helena, the snow has that same diamond-like sparkle. Oh, how I love Tuvmas. Perhaps I should encourage someone to host an ice-skating event. 23rd of Godfrey’s Triumph, 1799 I spent some time with Elizabeth Anne today. I am not sure what I did to be blessed with such an intelligent daughter. The way her eyes lit up when discussing our empire, and her own projects… I find myself tearing up at the memory. But there was something else, in the way she looked at me. Does she know? 9th of Sun’s Smile, 1799 The physicians postulate that the cancer has spread to my lungs now, with how I’ve been coughing. I have chosen to become something of a recluse -- the people need not to see their empress struggling. The Tuvmas season is one of joy and merriment -- it is not the time to mourn an old woman, especially when the threats of the Iron Accord loom in the winter chill. For the sake of my people -- oh, my sweet Oren, and our enemies’ craving the taste of blood in the water, I will not speak of it. For the first time in quite a while, I stopped to study myself in the mirror. I am grateful that I was at least granted enough time in this life to see wrinkles and grey hair. I hope it is age that can be blamed for my growing frailty, and loss in weight. Joseph, head always in the clouds, has yet to catch on. His inquiries about my cough were eased when I blamed the change in weather, and did in fact, praise me for finally being rid of the weight I’d gained in bearing him six children. 5th of Harren’s Folley, 1799 I spent a little time with Elizabeth Anne again today. We were speaking of the children, and presents, and who to give what, but it was in all of this I found myself overcome with shame. I dismissed myself haphazardly - I know not if she saw my tears. For God’s sake, why didn’t I do more? Was it my hatred for my son that distracted me? Was it my disdain for my father’s mistress, and her powdered face? Or was all of it just due to the hatred of myself? Maybe that is where this cancer comes from. A physical manifestation, born of my own self-loathing. I let myself be blinded by it. And in doing so, I failed them. The women of the empire are left in the same position they started in, upon my coronation. Why did I not strive for equal inheritance, why did not I do more to liberate them from the patriarchal systems that have such a grip on our empire? MY empire? Nay, to discredit women’s capability to lead, to be a true part of the empire’s politics and leadership, is to discredit myself. How I wish I realized this long before the cancer ever crept into my body. Had only the notion struck me as the crown rested upon my head, perhaps I would have liberated not only myself, but the women of Oren. 18th of Sigismund’s End, 1799 I can tell I have little time left. It takes so much effort to go beyond the palace walls these days - and I can only get that far thanks to the overabundance of sofas. I spent time in our grand library today, reading through our histories. At every turn, I wondered of the women who were disregarded, discredited, and written off as nothing more than child-bearers and emotional fools. I know this to be untrue, and I scolded myself for never questioning the lack of women in these texts. There is Lorina Carrion - a woman of centuries’ past, who is probably one of the very few mentioned of fondly. But she had to flee to the Church as a nun, and abandon all titles and all else owed to her by her blood. And then Empress Adelheid, consort of John I of Felson, who was divorced by the emperor and then forcefully exiled, only to be torn to shreds numerous times in literature and edicts and even in memory. I heard of her “emotional insanity” long after she was dead and Felson was left abandoned for Axios. It is only now that I question the truth of it. I wonder, why did I never question the male-centric narrative before? Was I just too accepting of the way of things? Too used to it? The sting of regret still permeates. I can only hope, if anything, my name in the list of monarchs has done enough to prove that women are worthy of the chance. Yet, I find myself twinged with bitterness as I write. Should women need to prove themselves at all? Should I have walked this path with so much fear of criticism? Often I was afraid if I did anything too radical I would be cast aside with eyerolls and vicious commentary, and that my gender would be to blame. I was afraid those in power would mutter to themselves never again, and write away the laws of the heir-presumptive. And yet, men are free to make all the mistakes they wish -- lose wars, lose empires, and that does not doom their entire gender from ever having the opportunity again. And lord, after the Sutican War, maybe it should’ve. I have spent so many years of my life desiring the easier route of manhood. Hell, I even dressed as Aurelius, clad in his armor, for Hallows Eve back in my early thirties. But what of the little girl I was? What of the young lady who shook in fear at her own wedding day, under a hundred pairs of eyes? What of the woman who was coronated as ‘the first’? Is it that I longed to be Andrew to be more easily accepted? Was it a lifetime of stares that disconnected me from my own femininity? Or was it my father’s resentful gaze alone? It is only now as I write that I realize this should have never been the environment at all. It was unfair from the start. And how unfair it is for all women. How sickening. Why is it that women are dismissed as event-hostesses, and considered otherwise irrelevant and emotional? Even the empress-consort is doomed to such a role. Teaparty after teaparty, soirees, markets… and worst of all, the Social Season. Should she not have the chance to speak on behalf of the empire’s women and girls, and to advocate for them? Should she not have a seat at the House of Lords, and stand shoulder to shoulder with her husband upon the dais at court? Should she not be listened to, and admired? I should have made Elizabeth Anne the heir-apparent. She is courageous, strong, and brilliant. She, like all the women of Oren, are deserving of more. It is too late for me to change things now. Such a sudden move would be reckless and irresponsible, when I know that I will not be there to guide its transition. If the people of Oren take any one lesson from me, I hope it is one of equality. I hope that women are seen as they truly are -- capable, strong, and resilient. 20th of Horen's Calling, 1800 It is my hope that the people of the empire do not blame themselves for the matter of my death. My silent killer was not caused by the stress of ruling, or the fear of the future, but the hatred of myself; the hatred of who I was, and who I could never be. Over the course of my life, I’ve come to love Oren more deeply than anything else, and… simply, I only wished to say goodbye.

ok so weather update I'm getting a good number of people asking about mod applications from may, idk what's goin' on with those (i returned in early august-ish), so I will see what I can do.

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wow haha running an empire is really hard amiright guys?

Stanislav leans back at his fancy old desk chair, GREATLY satisfied. "An incredible honor to be recognized by the Lady Palatine," he remarked to a servant that graced him with his beloved coffee mug. "This crisis with the children must be remedied. Hopefully our Committee's solution will alleviate things." The servant politely nodded in an effort to be supportive.

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Letter to the Royal Duma: On the Children of Haense KRUSAE ZWY KONGZEM VA BIRODEO HERZENAV AG ELDERVIK, IT IS PARAMOUNT TO RECOGNIZE THE CRISIS IMPACTING THE FUTURE OF HAENSE. With the next generation of children arising in our kingdom, we find many of them without active parental figures. With their parents abruptly and suddenly neglecting their responsibilities, it has become the moral obligation of the few remaining adults to care for, protect, and guide these children to the best of our ability. However, despite our best efforts, this system is miserably flawed, and we adults know that the empty space left behind by a parent can never be wholly filled. The responsibility of shaping the next generation should not fall onto the few that remain. I propose the Duma finds a solution post-haste - one that protects the children of Haense and displays a modicum of accountability for the dilemma at hand. IV JOVEO MAAN, The Right Honorable Lord Stanislav, Viscount-Consort of Zvezlund, Baron-Consort of Mondstadt, Boyar of the Aulic Council

Stanis' expression fell gradually as he read the pamphlet. He wondered what it was about himself that kept causing this misunderstanding -- the sass, most likely. ... though then again, maybe it was his love for the color pink. It was, admittedly, embarrassing; perhaps he should have taken the original queries about the matter more seriously. While the rumour may not have been true, he couldn't blame anyone for thinking it. Though he was also a little too stuck in his ways to bother changing. Suppose he'd have to simply be quieter at the upcoming Duma.

It would irk Stanislav for years to come, that the man did not die by his hand. He loathed the idea that Marus died thinking himself a good man. He died without ever being able to realize the truth; and the sickening nature of his actions toward Reza. Had Stanis only the opportunity...

"I can't wait for the peace treaty to come out before any battles happen," said Stanislav var Ruthern cheerfully.

Stanislav var Ruthern would, in a moment of daring - sign his name upon the contract; unwittingly adding it to the many names that came before him.

Stanislav var Ruthern puts his name forward for Alderman!

I've played actively on this server since I was 18. I went through a lot -- friendships that sank or swam, the turbulence of out-of-character and in-character political dramas blurring together, and at one point, fighting through 2 and half years of gender dysphoria. I want to be an artist. I want to be a story teller. at 26, I want to chase those things. here's what I learned, in no particular order: you can learn a lot of social skills from lotc, including the power of empathy. don't dismiss that that opportunity. the world is only what the world is made of. people will just be people, don't hold them up on a pedestal. you can have some really special moments and opportunities on this server-- anything from leading a nation, to having a deep talk in your living room, can lead to some real magic between people. there will never be a titan as big as Oren. I'm very grateful to have experienced so much of it. when your imagination is too big for the boundaries of the server, it's time to go. don't put all your time and energy into something that won't love you back. don't feel shame when your feelings are hurt over lotc politics. the people who hurt you are real, the game is not. while it's great lotc has moved away from the bad behaviors it once harboured, be wary of cancel culture overtaking you. if your first reaction is outrage, you're not using your critical thinking skills. the mod admin is the last good admin left. don't trust the Vale. the ones who smile the warmest are the ones to steal the most from you. Llir is the reason rukio has never been banned for this kind of behavior: bye everyone. it's time to go.

While drifting across Aevos in one of his stoner journeys, Earnest would come across a duplicate of this parchment in the jungles of Balian. "... man, what the-" He clicked his tongue in aggravation. "These damn dense druii, hypocrites- all'a them," he grumbled, crumbling up the parchment. But, not wanting to be a litter-bug, the greying old elf simply stuffed it into his pocket. "Anyone with a shred'a smarts would know not ta learn from 'em, they'll all just leave you with a lott'a hurt in th' end." The ghostly black cat, that had followed him ever since his expulsion from the Eternal Forests, slinked its way out from behind a tree. If a man grumbles in the middle of a jungle, did it ever truly happen?, the figment of his imagination would hum, blue eyes looking to him in an annoyingly cheeky manner. Why do you bother talking to yourself? "I don't, 'm talkin' to you," Earnest retorted, carrying on his way. The sounds of his stomping on layers of dead leaves followed him as he went, the cat weaving its way through the trees behind him.

(( such a cool, creative lair! I look forward to encountering it! ))

A spectacled man passed by Norland sometime later, hearing of this tragic event. He lit a candle, pounding his fist to his chest before kissing two fingers, sending them upward as he looked to the sky. "R.I.P, brother."

"The Balianese people will sing your name, Johanna." Regina would mourn for her beloved niece, King Adrian's words of hope forever echoing in her ears.

An Opposition Against Emotional Suppression 136 SE ~*~ The culture of the silver elves is one heavily reliant on centuries’ old traditions, where the word of ancient figures is the closest they have to holy texts. However the interpretation of these figureheads’ words shift and change with the currents of time. Such is inevitable, as progress is by nature malleable, and therefore must be amenable to the needs of the mali’thill, and adaptable to the world around them. One such tradition is in the nature of one’s emotions, as outward expression is often recognized as damaging, and a hindrance to the silver elves, who view themselves above such. However, this hesitation only proves to be negative, acting against the pillars of maehr’sae hiylun’ehya. The suppression of emotion only hinders the growth of the individual, denying a mali’thill’s capability to reach their full potential. The origin of such a mentality can be referred to within Lucion Sullas’ book series “M&H,” Parts 1, 2, and 3, where he records what knowledge he has of the mali’thills’ ancestry and then clarifies the practice of Maehr’sae Hiylun’ehya: progress and health. In Chapter 6 of the third and final book in the series within the Eternal Library, “On Emotion and Aversion to It”, Sullas states that “it is beneath an adherent to act by the whims of emotion– it shows a lack of self control, and would likely offend those around yourself” (p 21). As such, the high elven generations have grown increasingly concerned about being painted the fool by their peers. One can discover the echoes of such a cultural impact within The Silver Law, reinstated by Haelun’or in 12th of Malin's Welcome, Year 61 of the Second Age. The majority of these articles are pragmatic in nature, dissuading the romantic pursuit of oem’iian, highlighting the importance of consent, etcetera. However, it is Article 3 of these laws that has the greatest day to day impact on the citizenry: ARTICLE 3. The Blessed Residents of The Silver State of Haelun’or shall not participate in public fraternization of an intimate nature. A disrespect of peers and the City’s dignity itself, those who violate this covenant of Haelun’or’s sanctity deserve not to walk her halls. In short, this article within the Silver Law advocates against public displays of affection between partners. However, the lack of clarification, as it pertains to official boundaries of what constitutes as such, when coupled with a culture that already advocates against emotional expression, only leads to mundane, small joys being snuffed: The holding of hands, for example, or a kiss on the cheek. Such things are remarkably mild and perfectly common in the world we live in, but within Haelun’or’s walls, it is deemed questionable and obtrusive. Such a statement is further reinforced by the officially published manual A Mali’thill’s Guide to Courtship, written by one Puerir’arche in the 35th year of the Second Age. Within the pages of this handbook, public displays of affection are denied in the first, second, and even third stages of courting (that is, both before and after marriage), describing it as “quite improper and degenerate” (Chapter V, Article V). Instead, bizarrely anonymous letters, works of art, and scientific research are valued as the cultural standard. While it can surely be agreeable that acts of dedication are admirable, why should the mali’thill deny themselves the simplicity of a brush of a hand, or a dance under the stars? Should not these works of art be for one’s partner, rather than the State, as this guide prioritizes? For this denial and rejection will not create the wise, “proper” silver elves that these ideals advocate for, but instead shame-riddled, socially underdeveloped adults with no sense of individuality. It stands against the very words proudly chanted: Progress and health, as hindrance of growth is only the opposite of progress in of itself.

... that is the question. Hi. In the last few weeks there has been an influx in mech flee being used as a means to avoid CRP consequence. To anyone who may not know, here is what our current rule states in Rules -> Combat -> Honor Default: You may move up to 4 blocks per emote. However, if you aim to escape the encounter you must 1) emote escaping and await a response 2) if they chase you, do a /countdown, and then 3) run from the encounter (you may not fight or be assisted). However, this simple system is being exploited due to the lack of an implemented PVP-plugin and a lack of weapons. I have personally witnessed the failure of this system without these integral parts. So for the time being, the moderation team has determined this to be the appropriate amendment: The decision to mech flee should be decided early on. If player 2 wants to run from player 1, they must decide to flee BEFORE pulling out their weapon or any other "attack" (casting magic, etc) to engage in combat. This is based off the mechanical flee rule of giving up your right to fight back when choosing to run away mechanically. Keep in mind, this rule amendment is TEMPORARY. When the PVP plugin is eventually reimplemented, and weapons are accessible at large once more, the rule will again default to its original version shown above.