Keefy 2047 Author Share Posted September 6, 2022 Just now, Jaxothy said: Why do you stay on this hell hole I've actually thought alot on this recently. Full disclosure, I am a mess. My back is completely busted, one of my legs doesn't work most days, I can barely go outside without someone being with me or I completely shut down, and as of this summer I got diagnosed with rather severe bi polar. I am a mess, and my inability to control it for awhile costed me some close friends. Noone on lotc has any illusions that it isn't unhealthy as hell. It takes a precarious balance to prevent yourself from falling into the potholes of shittery that happens so often. But in the end, I think why I am still here, is cause I, in the end, enjoy helping, and I enjoy the friends I still have. Yeah, I get accused of nasty stuff all the time for being a druid player. ANd I'm not the most responsive human being. But I enjoy making stories for people. I enjoy helping the communities I am in, be it amending and maintaining lore, helping players that are struggling. I can't work anymore, as I await SSI and Medicaid to actually help me. The feeling that I am doing something somewhat job like and slightly productive does help. So in the end I'm still here because while I can be an immense shithead. I want to help people. I want to make this place just a little more fun, just a little less shitty, somehow, someway. And I'll probably leave one day, maybe just for awhile, maybe for good, who knows. But until then I am here, and I am willing to help people if they are willing to trust me jacked up brain to do the right thing. 8 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
exanimated 1360 Share Posted September 6, 2022 5 minutes ago, Keefy said: I've actually thought alot on this recently. Full disclosure, I am a mess. My back is completely busted, one of my legs doesn't work most days, I can barely go outside without someone being with me or I completely shut down, and as of this summer I got diagnosed with rather severe bi polar. I am a mess, and my inability to control it for awhile costed me some close friends. Noone on lotc has any illusions that it isn't unhealthy as hell. It takes a precarious balance to prevent yourself from falling into the potholes of shittery that happens so often. But in the end, I think why I am still here, is cause I, in the end, enjoy helping, and I enjoy the friends I still have. Yeah, I get accused of nasty stuff all the time for being a druid player. ANd I'm not the most responsive human being. But I enjoy making stories for people. I enjoy helping the communities I am in, be it amending and maintaining lore, helping players that are struggling. I can't work anymore, as I await SSI and Medicaid to actually help me. The feeling that I am doing something somewhat job like and slightly productive does help. So in the end I'm still here because while I can be an immense shithead. I want to help people. I want to make this place just a little more fun, just a little less shitty, somehow, someway. And I'll probably leave one day, maybe just for awhile, maybe for good, who knows. But until then I am here, and I am willing to help people if they are willing to trust me jacked up brain to do the right thing. Anyone who accuses you of nasty stuff doesn't know you well- you're a big bear who hides in the forest and comes out to randomly give honey. I'm glad ur still around though, we don't talk much but you a homie. 3 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Commander_Jester 162 Share Posted September 6, 2022 (edited) If you could- sell avocados to God, would you sell 2 of them to him for 10 bucks? Edited September 6, 2022 by Commander_Jester Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
JJosey 1222 Share Posted September 6, 2022 would u still love sybbl if she turned into a worm 2 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Commander_Jester 162 Share Posted September 6, 2022 2 minutes ago, JJosey said: would u still love sybbl if she turned into a worm This ^^^ Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Keefy 2047 Author Share Posted September 6, 2022 2 minutes ago, Commander_Jester said: If you could- sell avocados to God, would you sell 2 of them to him for 10 bucks? **** that ima make myself some guac. He can get his own. 1 minute ago, JJosey said: would u still love sybbl if she turned into a worm I can answer this knowingly saying yes. You've never experienced a sleepy syb. She might as well be a worm. 2 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Commander_Jester 162 Share Posted September 6, 2022 Ok, better question, if you could sacrifice a Sylvaeri to your lord and savior, Spongebob. Would you sacrifice Idril or Feanor? Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Keefy 2047 Author Share Posted September 6, 2022 Just now, Commander_Jester said: Ok, better question, if you could sacrifice a Sylvaeri to your lord and savior, Spongebob. Would you sacrifice Idril or Feanor? Elenor 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Commander_Jester 162 Share Posted September 6, 2022 Just now, Keefy said: Elenor Illynora!? Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Xx_BloodStalk_xX 2123 Share Posted September 7, 2022 fav warframe, primary, secondary, and melee in warframe rn? don't pick multiple options for each one u gotta give me a straight answer bro Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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