Axelu

A scion of the Archdraakar roused, harkening the bellowing clamor originated from the firelands. Steam poured from each nostril in rivulets, plentiful and dense, as she swaggered out her furtive residence, both arms – clad with rattling garnishments of aureate composition – hefted toward the heavens that surged with potent flame. To her brother, Aulkhorian, she uttered words of praise in their timeless tongue, brackish and serpentine. “It is time,”she mused, stern. ”Wings shroud us.”

Anya, the scholarly maiden of bygone origins, regarded the notice amongst her comrades, resigned to mere silence in anticipation of those whom seek.

dib’s the scariest white man i know

MY STORY As an avid cultivator of rp posts, posting something like this is extremely unconventional on my behalf. It’s difficult to process one’s past and set it down on a document, or even paper; oftentimes, by doing so, we make it real - and reality can really be a hard pill to swallow. Nevertheless, particularly through these trying times, I find articulating my thoughts extremely necessary. While most may be aware, and some may not, there was a particularly huge fiasco which encompassed my friend group in regards to a set of messages that were released to the public by a friend of mine - a fifteen year-old girl who’s made mistakes, gaslighted by another three years older than her, and is currently in a successful bout of maturation. While I haven’t spoken to this former player in over a month now, I’ve learned that she’s endeavoring to grow and be better. With that said, she and I are very different people; at one point, we were barely amicable and more-so acquaintances. Regardless, in light of our barely-there age difference and mutual experience of being subject to manipulation, we recently became closer friends and I’m ever thankful for that, even if we haven’t spoken in some time. While I cannot speak personally for my friend, we both engaged in flirtations with the aforementioned person in very difficult and confusing periods of our life. At that point, it had been a year since I was sexually assaulted, with a dear relative of mine passing a month afterward (that November 1st of 2018). To make matters more incomprehensible, my parents' dwindling relationship finally came to an end when he requested their divorce in late December, barely after she endured the death of her mother. They finalized it a month later and in the fall of 2019, I came out to my parents with much hesitance. My mother received the news well enough, and with some anticipated fear (now, she and I are closer than ever and I’m so appreciative of the bond I have with her). My father, meanwhile, was less receptive... but I’m not here to go off on that tangent. Later that year, I was struggling myself with an abundance of insecurities and consequently fell into a steep pit of mineman obsession. I prided myself on my accomplishments in game because however fleeting as they were, they felt the most tangible. I began to distance myself from real life friends and refused to have my picture taken unless it was orchestrated by my own hand. My friend group then, server wise, was close and to this day, I’m particularly close with a few (ivory, eryane). Of the others, I admire marinaemily who, despite our occasional quarrel, is objectively a pillar of resilience and grit. Still, in that group chat, I felt almost suffocated on occasion. In our conversations with the others within that chat, an atmosphere of superiority existed that required tearing down other girls on the server. I grew apart from others, some of which had my back. In retrospect, that behavior was the epitome of irrationality and immaturity and I’m brazenly apologetic for the instances in which I encouraged it. At the end of the day, I’m only a kid and I am on a passage of growth and learning just like every other living person on this planet. My nondescript friend, around the time of the re-emergence of the Holy Orenian Empire irp, began relations with the person which, to my knowledge, lasted into December of 2019. During that time, she was led down a particularly wrong path by a 17 yr old boy on the server (a guy who, to the knowledge of most, was over 20). According to him, he was 13 when he joined the server and believed he wouldn’t be respected for his age. They exchanged very intimate messages that were released by the girl herself out of remorse for their past actions, and those afflicted by them. He ended the relationship prior to his eighteenth birthday though, briskly, began talking to me. While my relationship with him was mostly friendly, I - in eventually - reciprocated short-lived affections. In short, it didn’t last past the distribution of his incriminating messages with my friend and inevitable ban. Last I heard of him from several months ago, he was due to enlist in the army and in the process of making strides to, too, better himself as a human being and repent and move forward. While he hurt many people and he’s fortunately out of my life, every human being with an ounce of repentance in them owes themself the chance to rebrand and move forward. What spurred me to speak out today was not a spontaneous inclination to do so. Instead, people who have been using the situation to fuel a spiteful campaign against me did. Today, I received a message from a newer player that I’ve known for around 5 years now, and who’s like a little sister to me, that others were encouraging her to not be in my company because I “flirted with and dated a pedophile.” Ideally, I wouldn’t be bothered by it; I know my truth which is veritable. It became a problem when my experience became cannon fodder for a wearisome vendetta against myself and my friendships. I implore everyone reading this to stop perpetuating resentment, hate, and slanderous information teeming of falsehood against others. We’re living in an era of discovery, and not all of it is euphoric or beneficial like the creation of a vaccine (still waiting on this one) or a new game being released to the public: POC are being targeted, killed, and dehumanized even today – the twenty first century; LGBTQ+ people are still being marginalized and brutalized in the Eastern World, and even in the Western world. Let’s open our eyes. We have this vast platform, facetious as it is, that most of us utilize it as a channel and outlet to escape our toils in the contemporary world. In lieu of bringing those same issues here, we can vie to solve them.Regardless if you associate yourselves with Orenians, the elves, Korvassa and Sutica - even magic and banditry - we are one community reveling in what this server has to offer. We’re all constantly growing and we’re not the same people we were even yesterday. No one should feel distressed by opening discord, or their game – I think we all can agree on that. Share your own stories if you’d like below, or share the love you have for your fellow players. Without hesitance, I’m sending much love. Signed, axel

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literally MARRY ME

A stalwart Haeseni vies to persist 😎

honestly great stuff

keep in touch. mistakes fortify our futures and better us, should we allow them to do so. much love and admiration for coming out and doing this.!!

hi! im interested in the green gown! axelu#1948 is my discord 🙂

+1 big win

yo das crazy tbh

im obsessed i wnna count d freckles on yo face

“yoo,” says an avid supporter of Tor Eldar. “that’s wild!”

hi! welcome back. I’d say, if you’re interested in heartlander rp – and by your character’s name, i’m assuming you are – Helena would be the place for you. It can be found in CT at the warp signs under the name Oren. Otherwise, for highlander rp, I suggest Haense, and at last – for elven rp, there’s currently a settlement called Aldemar by Helena being built. Presently, it’s comprised of really nice and ornate tents. good luck!