Time is an inevitability;
Once Anastasia had said, muttering these words to the Duke of Cathalon who went on to pass merely days later.
There were always several people in her life whom she felt were eternal that this echoed phrase did not apply itself to, could not apply itself to. Among these great men one particular cardinal remained. Such a goodness and light within her life could not simply be removed, nor would it by the grace of God Almighty. How could a creator be so cruel to put a time limit on people such as him?
In the mirror was a reflection of a woman, donning an onyx dress that cascaded to the floor. A dark, shaded headdress kept her hair pinned back from sight. The empress turned away, and walked down the hallway that led to the gardens. Although there were courtiers, it felt alone. The two guiding lights of her life had now moved on. Her two moral compasses, her two pillars. She had wondered if Cardinal Albarosa - Cardinal Providentia then - had known the influence he had always maintained in her life. His words, if condemning, were like daggers to the heart. Yet rarely were they, and instead in the name of peace in humanity.
He was a symbol of true Canonism. He was all that Anastasia had been lectured over in that nunnery years ago, when she was a little girl. She was the man Sister Galina told her was the definition of a Canonist. And always, she admired him for it. Rare was it to see such a good man in such a dark world.
Still could Anastasia see the pain of having her removed from the Church again and again. Yet sometimes, only sometimes, he would let her stay for the funerals of the subjects of the empire. For those, he did not stop her. In the final days she had seen him, Cardinal Francis looked only to hold pain in his eyes. The pain of a world that could do easily be at peace, yet found ways to always be in conflict.
Anastasia turned again, and moved into the palatial chapel where she fell to her knees. “Please be at peace now, please be at peace..”