Goodbye ~ Fly high, fly far

[MyLittleUnicorn 229]

Fly high, fly far, it's time to say goodbye ~ 

I am to take off. I have stepped down from my position as the member of application team as I used to be since 2nd of april, 2018.

I think the end of my road is here and the only way I'd go, would be down.

LOTC has been burying too deep inside of me, starting to poison up my roots, poison up me.

I deserve better.

 

 

 

LOTC in all isn't the only to blame. I have failed, I have done mistakes. I admit those. I've bumped my head with others more than enough.

 

But also, I am not too much satisfied how the community can be - toxic, poisonous, emotion ripping.

It has killed me, not only mentally. It's tbh to me to blame again, as said.

But yeah. I am done. I am to be gone, for the most of the part. I am broken for having to leave those who believed in me, those who were there for me, those who I call my friends, my close ones.

I can't abandon you all fully, as for this.. I am to take off contact from the server linked things, yet.. Rarely.. I might hop on the server, most likely just to roleplay with @SandergamerNL as he is absolutely amazing being, worth putting time on. 
YES @PondI will also join the warclaim to give you my aid.. Perhaps in future.. I might join warclaims to help you also.. But other than those cases, I wish not to hold contact on the server really, no. I am to leave the discords, exception to be the Krugmar discord, as those lads are damn dope ?

But yeah. It was great to serve you people as a pink member, normal member, whatever. 

I've got a lot off LOTC also; Friends, my voice.

I've met so many amazing human beings, and I've found my voice, found my confidence over to speak in voice calls, in English. I am more than thankful for this.

I am thankful also for all of those great moments I've get to share with some people, and for that, I am to want to do special thanks to people.. But before so, I can share some of my journeys...

 

Girl that tried to be brave:

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A woman carrying the name of Alison Skion. She was my first character. Like a mother bear, always protecting those who couldn't do it themselves, yet she seemed to have bigger words than what she actually was herself. Mercenary, Traveler, Tavern owner, Lady of People, Governess, Lost. She had many roles over the times. Her journey began in Axios. First one ever to introduce me to the server and roleplay was indeed Alleyyhooper (Idk how to type ur ign again) - with this tobacco addicted young teen girl. She took me to Sutica few times and got me into the roleplays. It was nice.  After my journeys had started, Alison met this man, named Ajax Ironwood II (Ajax_Manslayer) -- He had lost a boy, and he needed help. Alison took the offer to find the boy for minas, and from there her journey began. She did find the boy, she did get the reward, and she also got crush on this mysterious man named Ajax. She joined Norland, even that he was so much against it, fighting for the holy men. 

Alison was  part of  Norland until the burn of it. She fought along on the side of the others, seeing them fall one by one. She was one of the people surviving from the takeover of the city. After being chased by 3 people, she jumped off in the water, swimming away. She had a lot of issues with the holy men, and she was nearly killed by them, multiple times. Torture, kidnapping. Those were familiar things to her, yet she never really fought back. She  took it in. She had also met this woman, Auralia (NepNep's char, (Dumbrarare)) - She helped Alison get protection of the church, and the two became like sisters. It was great, until it was time to move off to the new lands of Atlas. Start of Atlas.. Alison joined Avalon Silversteed (L0rdT0mas) and others, in order to make a huge kingdom, Arbor. It was a success, the city grew next to the Cloud temple and people were coming in, fast. Maybe even too fast as Dominion hit their eyes on the city, demanding it to be taken down instantly. Issues with Norland was also going on due to Avalon breaking so called oath against Norland. War, death, kidnapping, more of it. Alison was multiple times kidnapped by the Norlanders, yet she grew good relations with them once more. Well.. Avalon got killed, Dominion ran to the gates of Arbor, forcing everyone to leave their homes, including the poor children and women. All filled with fear ran around, some went to Curon, some to Marna. Alison couldn't choose so she took her own path. For some reason.. Many chose to take the path she took. Days passed and they stumbled upon the great ice wall.. Perfect.. Far from everyone. Riviä.. That is where the city was put in.. Great.. City of Riviä. Alison led Riviä under the kingdom of Haense for quite a while. She had met this dark elf named Balor on Axios actually, and she had a child with him. Half human-half dark elf. Aleks, Aleksei Skion. She always knew her son is special and will be one day a great man who's to do great things. Later.. she got sick due to the always being cold weather in Riviä. She sold Riviä off and turned to a wanderer, a traveler like she was nearly born as. 

 

My last wish for her was to turn her to a feral, but that plan is lost.

 

Girl in pink:

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Renee Silma. Wood elf. Her parents were killed by orcs when she was young, and she was taken up as slave. She ran, and her journey began at the gates of the Dominion. First face she met.. Loriens.. She was all covered in blood as she had arrived the gates, and this normal solider, normal virarim took care of her, eventually, Loriens and his that time husband, Placido adopted Renee, giving her home, a safe place. She lived inside the walls of Dominion. One of the people she also met at young age was Kardryn Oranor (SanderWarrior14) -- Oh those two were always swinging together, playing, Renee at times even managed to fall asleep on Kardryn's lap. The girl loved flowers, animals, trees, nature, water. All of it. She loved life. And she still does. She oddly has a pink hair that doesn't have a story to be told behind it. But can tell from her coloring, she loves pink. Nearly as much as she loves flowers. Renee always spoke like an orc, perhaps by being raised her important years around orcs. Many wondered how she spoke so without tusks. Not that she could even give answer to it. Aye, she grew in the dominion, her parents at some point broke up, Loriens again growing in the ranks. He even became High Prince one day. A lot happened that I am lazy to write of.. My hands hurt of this writing.. Now Renee is 21, still living in Dominion even that she nearly hates the place and it's people. She totally hates the leadership as how it has turned. Yet.. She stays.. Just for the love of her life, Kardryn -- Speaking of which, they recently got a nice house together even! 

 

Roar of the Goblin:

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Mala'Yar ! Arrr! An orc! I one day was joking with MadYeAd that how it'd be odd to play an orc.. Looked up more of lore.. Boom made a goblin, Mala. She stumbled inside of Krugmar, joined Yar klan, ran the tavern for a while, joined some events -- Oh she also did tasks for the Dwarves! It was fun! Had to hunt down some nuns one day as they had kidnapped a woman from Kaz'Ulrah. Fun times indeed.. 
Now shes just.. In Krugmar.. I might actually sometimes join up with her in order to show my help to the people of Krugmar, as they are nice people in all honesty. Many has gotten wrong image of them just.

 

I have 6 characters, yet I felt like only these 3 are important to be somewhat..Put out.

 

FUN OOC MOMENTS:

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- Joining the AT 

I enjoyed nearly all moments of being part of AT. Ye bumps came, lately too many. But it's okay.

 

- Bellamoor, New player village

New player villaggee! Amazing lovely new people I got to meet and help to start. Sadly we found nobody to help us with this project, so it got shelved. Hopefully someday people find interest to it to help it back up on it's feet! If interested, ig MadYeAd looks up on it ? ?

 

- Nepir ! Okay so, Whitepeak had kidnapped Alison and they were to butcher her. Nepir's character uses a spirit pike to so called kill her, Eimar thinking she is dead.. Nepir drags her out.. Welp she is alive >:DDDD

 

- Raid on dominion: Fooling you again!

With Alison I joined with Norland and the Orcs, to raid the Dominion. I remember MadYeAd msging me that hey where are you guys? xdd - me be like 'oh we at the dom roads' 

In reality we ran behind the dom, climbed up mountains, parkoured our way in the city! Sneak ran around the city in chicken line like fools. Nobody saw us.. Such sneakers!

Mad msgs me like uh.. we at roads.. ur not here.. me: ? 

Eventually someone told the raid party of Dom that we already in the city.. Butchering all we can.. Oh it was fun of them to be shocked and run back from the roads to the city as fast as possible. Well.. We obviously won that raid. But yeah, it was the best raid I have been in. Too much fun! ? 

 

What am I gonna do now? I have no idea! Maybe I just become ARK goon and play a lot of bedwars. Speaking of which; yo ppl feel free to come to talk to me, vc or chat, discord rp, play ark or hype with me. I'm up for it all ? !
Could really use some friends ?

 

The waited moment: Special thanks:

@SandergamerNL - for being amazing, always super supportive and helping. Hopefully you will reach high in the Wiki team!

@Knox - Oh god Knox I can't say how much I wanna thank you. Pls lets not lose contact. Snapchat and discord yo! Also ARK! -- U helped me... A lot.. More than enough. U proved me that I am more than enough, I am okay like I am, I can do things I couldn't think I could do.. I just needed.. To trust myself. Thank you for opening my eyes and always being so supportive and amazing dude! 

@MadYeAd --- Thanks for all the good roleplay moments and running projects with me, etc etc etc! Keep up good work, as member and AT !

@Ajax -- BRO! I wish only best for you, you are amazing ❤️ 

@nepir --- Yooo hey man, ur amazing, ur very smart and got a lot of knowing on so many things. I hope you will do well in life!

@Pond --- ARRR, keep going as NL of Krugmar! You can do it! Don't let the elves beat you down! KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK, REX!

@Starfelt -- Yub yub, keep going as Yar klan leader, good job so far! ? 

@_Lackless_--- Almost forgot you bud ? No just joking. Who could forget such amazing beanie like u. Ok got to know you just recently, but you are sooo amazing! Great to talk with you time by time. You are amazing AT and GM member! Keep up the good work!

@Dumbrarere -- Duud.. Sad u left before, but know, ur amazing and im still sad u left ? Would've loved to rp with u still! ?

@Licorish --- Name twin! Stay lit! Ik ur gone, i think? but yeah.. Do..What you do? Lol

@panda_bear -- hank? If i tagged right one, yubb we will still speak dude, no worries. Discord is invented, thank god.. But yeah, never let the elves or orcs tell that Hank wasn't good! He was best char I knew! Absolutely amazing!

@PiousChorale_ You are doing great work  on each of ur spots! Dont get burnt out!  Keep up the good work!

@Riftblade ^ Keep going dude! You do great! Also ur char is amazing ? 

And there's so many other to thank, but sadly my mind hits empty. Gah can't believe I am finally taking the ship and sailing towards new waters. But yeah..

I must.. Find the spark again, spark that I lost. I must.. Take off from this place. I am sorry, more than deeply. 

Hopefully, the grass is greener on the other side as I've been told by few of my friends, that have left the community over times. 

This is my goodbye, but not forever. I still here, as a person, as me. Out to be reached on discord, Ali#0878

Don't.. Be afraid  to come to talk to me. I need it. I need nice people around me to heal. I need you people!

  And honestly.. I had so much more to add to this post.. Yet.. I feel like this packs it up, this is enough. I can't like, put out words on this really, not other than..

 

Goodbye. Most of you.. I will to be miss, and I hope that you will miss me.. But.. Hey.. I'm not fully gone, remember that. Still.. Here.. Out to be reached...
Good luck, my friends.

 

 

~ MyLittleUnicorn / Ali / Em /  Uni / Unicorn / & Other names that I was called upon...

[Riftblade 856]

Do take care! Myself and more than likely the other AT will be around if you ever want to talk.

[Sander 3312]

I would say how this is completely unexpected, but I guess, in a way it isn't. I wish you the best of luck with whatever you are to embark on Em! We'll still talk plenty, but nonetheless, do take care!

[Adelemphii 1767]

You done gone burnt yourself out mate, it's not healthy to play on a community such as this as often as you did when you joined. This community will eat one alive if not treated with care, good luck Unicorn, stay edgy.

[PraiseTheLord 868]

Good person, will be missed.

[NotEvilAtAll 10906]

Hank Hills was one of my favorite characters. He was such an odd halfling, who always had the most horrible of luck. Everyday I'd come home, check discord, and find out how Hank Hills managed to die this time.

 

Now not only have I lost my beloved Hank Hills (Well, the player is still around playing Larry Hills, but it just isn't the same), I have lost my favorite AT member of all time (not even @_Jandy_ tops the spot).  I hope you have fun on your new adventures in life, wherever they may take you!

[Jondead 260]

See you around pal, and I hope you do come back at some point, change is a coming ? But even I need breaks from the Server some times which is why I left for half an year back in Axios because I was bored of the Warclaims and other none-Roleplay things that happend, I made soem great friends on the other server I joined, had some good times, but I knew I had to return to LoTC again, so I made my triumpant return and re-connected with my ol' friends like @Space_Gene and the Ascended goons, and I don't know where I'd be right now if I did not return, props would not play Minecraft nor any online games, but I have a feeling you shall return ? LoTC is not easy to shake off, I have tried, but it keeps bringing me back and puts a smile on my face, because not every community is Toxic or has strong bias, I have made some great friends like you @MyLittleUnicorn and I do hope to see you on the server again in the future, you know where to find me, wandering the ruins of the Realm ? so I hope you have a great time! And see you around Ali! And do remember to keep in contact, I'll answer when I have time ❤️ I am a busy man. 

[Andustar 4143]

You were a greatly pleasant person to be around and talk to. I recall roleplaying with you and having a great time interacting with Alison. It's sad to see you go, but I equally understand why and encourage you. The Server has grown increasingly toxic, even in the communities we once found friends. It's better to take the burden off your shoulders rather than continuously receive punches to the stomach. Take some time off and enjoy yourself!

[DarkElfs 160]

Take the time off you need be it pretty much forever or not. I had do the same for awhile but I'm not massively in any big groups to be fair. But I hope you enjoy life and everything you do from now on. I myself didn't have a lot of rp with you but what I had with you was still quite fun and interesting at times

[Zacho 2177]

37 minutes ago, Jondead said:

Ascended goons

ASCENDGANG

 

Anyway. Uni it has been a lovely time talking to you, you are a lovely person and every time i came around just about anywhere you said hi and it was very nice and grand. When i still played Gul i had a blast rping with you and i'm sure wherever Gul is in the Stargush'stroh, hes remembering Renee.

As for real life i hope you move onto great things and are treated far better than you would be in this god forsaken server, have a good time and ill always be around for just about anything, be it IC or OOC or IRL.
Zachosnack ?

[Pond 1069]

denied

[nepir 472]

All I can say is stay strong, You got a friend here if you ever need one.

[chaotikal 2392]

the more complex the goodbye thread, the more likely you'll be back next week.

 

good luck though, hopefully you find what you're looking for.

[Chase 3793]

Have a good one

[Wurfv 101]

Bye