The figure took a drag on the long-stemmed pipe as she sat slumped against the slanted trunk of a sleeping tree in the cold dead of a snowy night. The fire burned only embers now, blackened husks of wood reminiscent of places best forgotten and better yet never having known. If it hadn't been for the biting cold she wouldn't have birthed the damnedable flames to begin with to better avoid the shadows past that stalked her so. The shadows had crept in through the night and cast themselves from the flame, the welcome and the unwelcome, the dead and the living, together and separate. Some begged her attention while to others she was the beggar, forgiveness and grace always lacking. Some were old, some were new, but none of them were real, which was a thing oft forgot by a well-addled mind. There in the dying embers another shadow crept out from the snow, leaving behind no trace of it's coming in the untrodden landscape. This one was small; Not terribly short, not like Armin, but not fully grown, and emancipated, mere skin and bones, if even that. It had pointed ears and darkened skin, and robed itself in dancing ash from the dying fire. It did not speak nor could it have, for it's mouth was sewn shut. She scoffed, coughing out a mouthful of heavily scented smoke before speaking, her voice harsh and raw. "Huh. Well. Been a while since I've dreamed a dream of you, cub." She narrowed her eyes as the ashen figure gave a meek grin and danced over, sinking down into the snow besides her. She could have, and ought have, ignored the shadow, but turned her head instead to get a better view. It was a gaunt little figure and she didn't need to be told of it's suffering, knowing well enough some of which it had bore. "So, what are you hear for?" She asked the mute shadow, which tilted it's face towards her in response. Dead, glassy eyes faded into amethyst ones full of life, and faded back again. "Guilt me? Another reminder of another soul failed to save, lost to the fire?" The figure did not respond in any way. "Haunt me? Give me nightmares?" Again, it did not respond. "Or is this something stupid about forgiveness and redemption, some nonsensical churl about it not being my responsibility?" Again, nothing. She turned her head away from it then, and towards the dying embers of the fire, frowning. "Damned puzzling things." She muttered and gave a sigh. "I still wonder if you did me that kindness on purpose, or if you even knew it a kindness. You were with them, fully, and I'd dug my own grave by not being careful enough with you; By trying to have faith in you and those like you." She drew her lips inwards, biting down on them. "Yet I can't find it in me to blame you. You had reasons for turning; I know some small pittance of them. You had faith in something. Few do." She glanced towards the figure briefly, finding it glancing at the dying embers as well. "I met your father, you know." It looked towards her, quizzically almost, like a curious child. "Took a great degree of self-control not to take his eyes out with my thumbs when I figured out who he was. I ought to have. If you be mute let he be blind, I thought." She chuckled darkly. "Ah, but...Orithur wouldn't've liked that. Not for the man being his associate, no; Orithur it was clear did not care for many of those who thought him an ally. A man after my own heart. But because of the violence, you see. I think he thought I was better, above that, or some such nonsense. Not a broken thing trying on masks." Surprisingly, the figure knelt it's head onto her shoulder. She went tensely still for a moment before relaxing. "Were it not for you I would have lost my mind. My fight. My soul. I thought there no redemption left. Nothing. He'd taken my friends, my allies, broken my spirit. Very nearly. Did you do it on purpose? Did you know? Was it a kindness, or were you simply jealous, seeing too much attention paid to me and not enough to yourself?" She chuckled once more. "Either way....thank you. I never did get to say that. Thank you." The figure stayed as the last light of the embers died and the place grew dark. She slept after a time and awoke to the sun glaring in her eyes, the fire dead and the landscape covered in a thin blanket of fresh snow. She looked to her side and there was nothing there; not even an indention in the snow from a visiting shadow that never did exist in the first place.